Materialistic Observer

I feel like this world is still too chaotic. —— In order not to starve to death, God made humans into vehicles of misery. The damned kill each other. My mother is not my mother. My best friend wants to sleep with me. My dad miraculously faked corpses. God threw me the key to salvation. Why did I become the protagonist? However, If you refuse, this world! The one I love will leave and die! The one chosen by fate! Will eventually raise the flag of resistance!