A Seventeen-Year-Old's Elegy for Youth

Beneath the dazzling reputation of Rongcheng No. 3 High School, top student Nan Xi has held first place in her grade for years. Behind her gentle, perfect mask lies a surging secret crush on Feng Jingli, the “eternal runner-up” in her class, and undisguised disdain for her stepbrother, Mu Nanxun. Her youth is the heart she absentmindedly sketches on scrap paper, the little secrets locked away in her deep blue diary, and the stubborn edges revealed when she tears off her disguise. When you wake from the dream, will you still be there?