Can't Get over Lovesickness

[Forbidden love + past and present life + deep sadomasochistic love + wife chasing crematorium + BE aesthetics] He will be lonely forever, and she will be in a state of despair. "Thousands of people have passed through, but I can't save you; my lovesickness is endless, and in the end... I can't go through it all." A solitary lamp cannot illuminate the way home; a wisp of fireflies cannot burn out the lovesickness. He is Xie Du, a ruthless ferryman on the secluded road. He has attracted souls for thousands of years, but he cannot survive his own inner calamity. She is Yu Ying, a lonely soul stranded by obsession, wandering for hundreds of years, just waiting for someone who has not returned. When the soul-inducing lamp reflected the obsession in her eyes, the memory of the current life tore apart the pretense of this life, and the forbidden love burned in the heart like a firefly, illuminating the deepest pain - it turned out that he was the one she had been waiting for, and she was the soul that he had to send away with his own hands. The water in the River of Forgetfulness is cold, but the flowers on the other side are burning. She was willing to die for him, but he changed her fate against the will of heaven and suffered eternal punishment. But even if we travel all the way and run out of lamp oil, some partings are already destined. In the end, she turned into a shower of stars and dissipated in Guixu, while he walked alone in the eternal cold night holding the everlasting glass lamp. In the wick, a weak firefly swayed, like her unfinished tenderness, and like his endless lovesickness.