After Being a Villain for a Long Time, How Can Anyone Not Be Crazy?

[Beautiful, strong and miserable female protagonist + blackened and yandere male protagonist + extreme pulling + forced love in captivity] [Shuangjie HE] After the death of her master, Yin Xi has been hunted by all the immortal sects. Everyone scolds her as a demon who deceives her master and destroys her ancestors, and kills her cruelly. But only Yin Xi knew that the sealed demonic energy in her body was backlashing her every day, and she was suffering unspeakably. The master's plan made her unstoppable, and then died cleanly, leaving only a pile of mess and the infamy for her to bear. Tired. The puddle of flesh slowly gathered into a human shape. Yin Xi couldn't figure out why she wasn't dead even after she was broken into pieces like this. If you want to live, it's not good, if you want to die, you can't. Very low desire to survive. She just wanted to remain anonymous, but she was suddenly taken back to the capital unprepared. Facing her parents who once kicked her out of the house and her extremely unfriendly siblings, Yin Xi went crazy to commit suicide every day. Whenever she was touched, she would vomit blood and pretend to faint. She was surprised to find that after everything was done, the world became friendly. Yin Xi drank, gambled and visited brothels, her father, who was always the most shameless, tolerated her, and her mother, who was always the weakest, protected her. Yin Xi was living and drinking in the Nanfeng Pavilion, while her childhood sweetheart's nemesis inexplicably smashed up the place with a black face and controlled her every day. When she was about to leave the capital after going crazy, the emperor offered her an olive branch and offered her the military power of a marquis; Mingxin Academy wanted to hire her as its direct elder; the sect and senior brothers who had been chasing her suddenly reconciled with her... She was obviously a villain, so why did she become the group's favorite? Yin Xi still commits suicide as he pleases every day. Until one day, her rival suddenly locked her on the bed and lectured her severely. Yin Xi was shocked: Why did you turn into a yandere?