I used to think that the truth was a door. As long as I find the key and push it open, I can see what my mother did back then, why the Shen family abandoned her, and who lit the fire in the south study room that night. But later I realized that the truth was not a door, but an ice house. There are dead people frozen inside, old scores frozen inside, and many names frozen inside that the living people dare not admit. If you open it rashly, the cold air will rush to your face first, forcing you to retreat, forcing you to admit that forget it and let the past go.
But has Grandma Li's broken finger passed? Have those children in the Gu family medicine pool passed? Did Beishan's former subordinate carry the name of betrayal all his life? Has my mother, Shen Yunheng, been included in the treason case file?
They say that people should look forward. But what they mean by moving forward is stepping on the bones of others. The bigger picture matters, they say. But their so-called overall situation is to silence those who have the least power to defend themselves, and to allow those who have the most power to convict to escape unscathed.
I'm not a saint. I will be afraid. I'm afraid that my mother is really at fault, and I'm afraid that I won't even be able to hold my hatred until the end. I am also afraid that I want to win too much, that one day I will be like them, pushing innocent people to the door and saying "for the truth."
So I want evidence. I want the bones. I want the account book. I want a confession. I want everyone whose name has been erased to have their name rewritten. If my mother is at fault, I will admit it for her; if my mother is not guilty, no one can put the word treason back on her head.
In this life, I, Shen Zhaowei, do not seek innocence. What I want is: debts have their creditors, crimes have their own perpetrators, and the dead no longer remain silent for the living. How to get there?
Reader comments
It's so well written, the ultimate power struggle. I really like the portrayal of the heroine. Everyone has a reason why they have to do it, but this does not mean that they can make choices for others or pave the way with other people's lives. No matter how turbulent the situation is, the accounts must be settled.
I don't know how to rate it, but at the end of the writing, I feel like the author has changed the outline, or maybe he messed it up himself. By the time the emperor comes out and the queen mother becomes the villain, the book has become a different story. This book has become two different story directions, or a fusion of two books.
In the first half, the focus is on the Shen family, and the protagonist is Shen Zhaowei. The story tells that the emperor rose to power through his reputation, and the third shadow in the East Palace
In the second half, the focus is on the Gu family, the protagonist is Gu Mingtang, and the story is about the gate of death, the orphan of the late queen, and the bloodline of Changning.
My suggestion is that the author reorganizes the book, separates it into two books, two stories, and then tells them clearly separately. Otherwise, it would be a real pity for the plot design and writing.
I haven't finished reading it yet, but I can see that the author's writing is very good. That's why Shen Hanzhang is the second sister and the sixth sister. His character seems to have become timid. Did he change his character halfway through?
Who is the emperor now? ? ? Not Xiao Zhi! What about Xie Linzhou, that Zhaoshuang is no longer accompanying the heroine?
What about Queen Wen's family at the beginning? Got a lunch box? Why did you come out to be the queen again? ?
The story is fascinating
It's so good. The heroine goes from checking the accounts to investigating the mother's case step by step, peeling off the cocoons and uncovering the shocking case of the year. The whole process is compact, suspenseful at every step, and the writing is sophisticated. It's really a good book. It's a pity that there are so few good books.
Make camp step by step, calculate step by step
This is the only book recently that I read without reading two chapters. The concept is exquisite, the plot is reasonable, and it is worth looking forward to...
This is a rare good book recently
It's really good to read. It's so interconnected @YiDong. I finished reading it in one night and found out that it's being serialized. I'm following two chapters a day to update. Why are you so great? It's so well written.
The writing is good, the logic is clear, the plot is tense and fascinating, I am nervous to know what will happen next, it's good to watch, it's good to watch
I see that it looks good now, it's my type, and I hope to maintain the standard.
Step by step, it feels like you are on the scene and the atmosphere is well rendered.
The text is not procrastinating and is linked to each other. Every chapter and every section is captivating, making people unable to stop reading.
，，，[]
I'm an old bookworm. I haven't read a book every day for a long time. I recommend it.
It's so well written, the ultimate power struggle. I really like the portrayal of the heroine. Everyone has a reason why they have to do it, but this does not mean that they can make choices for others or pave the way with other people's lives. No matter how turbulent the situation is, the accounts must be settled. I don't know how to rate it, but at the end of the writing, I feel like the author has changed the outline, or maybe he messed it up himself. By the time the emperor comes out and the queen mother becomes the villain, the book has become a different story. This book has become two different story directions, or a fusion of two books. In the first half, the focus is on the Shen family, and the protagonist is Shen Zhaowei. The story tells that the emperor rose to power through his reputation, and the third shadow in the East Palace In the second half, the focus is on the Gu family, the protagonist is Gu Mingtang, and the story is about the gate of death, the orphan of the late queen, and the bloodline of Changning. My suggestion is that the author reorganizes the book, separates it into two books, two stories, and then tells them clearly separately. Otherwise, it would be a real pity for the plot design and writing.
I haven't finished reading it yet, but I can see that the author's writing is very good. That's why Shen Hanzhang is the second sister and the sixth sister. His character seems to have become timid. Did he change his character halfway through?
Who is the emperor now? ? ? Not Xiao Zhi! What about Xie Linzhou, that Zhaoshuang is no longer accompanying the heroine? What about Queen Wen's family at the beginning? Got a lunch box? Why did you come out to be the queen again? ?
The story is fascinating
It's so good. The heroine goes from checking the accounts to investigating the mother's case step by step, peeling off the cocoons and uncovering the shocking case of the year. The whole process is compact, suspenseful at every step, and the writing is sophisticated. It's really a good book. It's a pity that there are so few good books.
Make camp step by step, calculate step by step
This is the only book recently that I read without reading two chapters. The concept is exquisite, the plot is reasonable, and it is worth looking forward to...
This is a rare good book recently
It's really good to read. It's so interconnected @YiDong. I finished reading it in one night and found out that it's being serialized. I'm following two chapters a day to update. Why are you so great? It's so well written.
The writing is good, the logic is clear, the plot is tense and fascinating, I am nervous to know what will happen next, it's good to watch, it's good to watch
I see that it looks good now, it's my type, and I hope to maintain the standard.
Step by step, it feels like you are on the scene and the atmosphere is well rendered.
The text is not procrastinating and is linked to each other. Every chapter and every section is captivating, making people unable to stop reading.
，，，[]
I'm an old bookworm. I haven't read a book every day for a long time. I recommend it.