Prisoner of Fog: Misty Stream of Light

[Multiple male protagonists + sadomasochism + taboo] 1v3 When Jiang Yan imprisoned you, what you were thinking about was Gu Yan. You left everything to him and gave your life back to the person who pulled you back to hell. Ayao said he loved you, but he broke your spine. You whispered in his ear: "After tonight... I won't blame you..." That night, you gave your heart to Jiang Baoyu and repaid Jiang Yan's kindness to you. Gu Yan carried your cold body back to the rose garden, where you left a letter giving him the courage to live. The next day, he waited for you at the door of the hospital. In the end, all he waited for was a death notice. Maybe death would be a relief for you...