
A Coward's Secret Crush Diary
一个胆小鬼的暗恋记
- Status
- Completed
- Length
- 207k Words
- Genre
- Two Male Leads
- Updated
- 1y ago
- Source
- Fanqie
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1 2 3 4 5 6 7 85 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 ,! This is my favorite type. It would be better if it was aloof and a little sunny!
The writing of this book is beautiful, the language is fresh and elegant, and the writing style is like a glass of lemon-sour plum juice. It is sweet when you first taste it, but it is sour when you taste it carefully. Only when you taste it carefully do you realize the sweetness in it. It brings peace of mind when reading. The protagonist's character is full and real. Like all normal people, he is imperfect and has his own shortcomings. The narrative from different perspectives seems to see our own stories. I hope that every reader can bravely face the imperfect and teasing fate like them, go where they want to go, and be the best version of themselves.
It's really good to watch, but don't enter if you can't watch the abuse. They were separated for eight years because of the father of the protagonist, Gong, and then the protagonist suffered from mental illness and leukemia not long after. What made me cry was that the protagonist Shou had his head shaved due to chemotherapy, and the protagonist Gong also shaved his head with him. Anyway, it got better in the end. I hope they live a good life and don't get plagued by diseases 😢😢😢
This book is really good. The author's emotional expression is very delicate. The whole book is very comfortable to read, but it is really sour and astringent. The sugar is mixed with glass slag. The title of the book is A Coward's Secret Love Story, but it contains two people. It is a story of two cowards who fall in love and finally get married. After Xu Mo was diagnosed, I felt very distressed when I read it. He was afraid of leaving Zhou Yanqing alone, and he wanted Xiao Zhou to be happy. , They have experienced a lot, and the boat has really passed the Ten Thousand Mountains, so they will cherish each other even more in the future. Zhou Yanqing is also full of small contrasts. The images of the two people are quite full and three-dimensional. "The sky is finally sunny." Their happy life is still very long. I hope everyone will not miss this book, and I also hope the author will continue to work hard and get better and better [Blow kiss]
This is the secret love of two cowards. "The illusory dream has come true, and the mottled rainy season has finally passed." The sky finally cleared up and people got what they wanted!
Routh's writing is really good, and there's nothing to be said about the writing. It's really touching to see more and more readers of this novel (I am Rouse's first fan), and Rouse's book deserves to be discovered by more people. Ross, don't forget your old fans (bushi) Inkstone, let's continue to be happy like this (^~^)
At 10:25, I opened Xiao Xu's secret love diary and followed Xiao Xu's perspective through his childhood, junior high school, high school, working and being with Dr. Zhou. During these 30 long years, from transferring to another school in the third year of high school and meeting Xiao Zhou for the first time, Xiao Xu finally overcame his illness. Xiao Xu walked towards the abyss step by step and towards the clear sky step by step. From Xiao Zhou's perspective, Xiao Xu was complicated at the beginning. The collision deliberately created by Xiao Zhou allowed Xiao Xu to see his best side. From then on, Xiao Xu, who was somewhat "timid", just wanted to be closer to Xiao Zhou. Both of them are cowards, but neither of them are cowards. You who move forward bravely are always the best and the best. There were too many bad things and too many good things in Xiao Xu Xiaozhou's life. Fortunately, they overcame everything and got together smoothly in the end. The weather is clear, which is the best ending.
I finished reading it on 2025.10.27 [] [] [] I hope everyone in the story can continue to be happy [] [] [] The narrative of the story is actually very thin and long, like fine ripples of water, gurgling and quiet, but also very attractive, with a very plain reality, but it is these seemingly ordinary but actually delicate life scenes that make me feel everything Everything is just right, I like it very much, and I read it while listening to a song. Surprisingly, I felt that the melody of the song I listened to was very similar to the feeling this book gave me, so it made me better integrated into the story told in the book. ❤️ I really like this story. I was attracted by the name. In fact, I don't read books about secret love very much, because I also feel that secret love is too sour. Watching the protagonist have a crush on , I would also feel sour and palpitated, but I read this book in one go. What made me sour and palpitated the most was actually the reunion. After the reunion, I actually hesitated for them. Love can make people brave, and it can also make people become cowards. When I read the name and introduction, I thought the coward was just Xu Mo, but after reading it, I realized that the real coward in this relationship is Zhou Yanqing. In fact, there are two people, but they are just two people. Such a very plain but true story made me fall in love with this novel uncontrollably [] [] []. At the end, when Xu Mo was curing his illness, I really couldn't help crying. I really couldn't bear to see such a life and death parting [I almost cried]. Xu Mo's increasingly haggard appearance made me think that it was BE behind him. Fortunately, he was cured in the end. Finally, I wish again that everyone in the story can find their own happiness, always be happy, always be happy ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ Thank you to the author for writing this book ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
It's so beautiful and beautiful. They are two little bitter gourds. The author's writing is very good. I even cried when I read the sick part. I felt like I was being stabbed at the love chapter. Don't hesitate to come and watch hhh [Send Hearts] [Send Hearts] ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
I finished reading the whole book after the extra chapter. It's a very good article, the emotional descriptions are very gripping, but the plot design is a bit lacking. Many books rated 9 can't be read, so this rating is simply inexplicable. I'm glad I didn't miss it. To be honest, it's quite sad, the kind that makes your heart shrink when you read it. I feel like the author is using readers as guinea pigs to test the level of pain they can withstand. Although the ending is peaceful, the blades I saved have not been used up to the end.