I am the emperor's favorite woman, but not his favorite woman. In the sixth year of being a substitute for the subjugated princess, he betrothed me to his favorite on the eve of the concubine ceremony for Bai Yueguang. I don't know when I stopped looking forward to becoming his concubine. And he didn't want to see me wasting my life in the palace wall, so he finally decided to marry me off, just when I thought he and the princess of the subjugated country were on equal footing. But he said: "Oh, I regret it. Can you come home with me?"
