[Private complaint + depression + sourness + heart congestion + depression +]
I seem to be sick. I often feel like there is something pressing on my chest and I can't breathe. I often feel that I am a useless person. In fact, I am indeed a useless person. I can't control my emotions. The sudden burst of emotions seems to tear me apart. I want to commit suicide and die countless times, and I am still alive countless times.
This world is pretty good, but I won't come next time.
