The Bamboo Horse Pretends to Be a Eunuch and Enters the Palace, but I Only Love the Old Emperor

I was born with a face that would bring disaster to the country and the people, yet I wanted to climb onto the dragon's bed with the honor and favor that is envied by everyone. The old emperor dotes on me to the core, and his bamboo horse pretends to be a fake eunuch for me. Everyone calls me a coquettish person - but this deep palace has no room for sincerity. He hugged me to sleep every night, but because of a rumor, he personally threw me into the cold palace; he knelt at my feet and called me "empress", then turned around and stabbed me in the heart with the dirtiest knife. On the day of my death, white silk hung from the beam, the emperor wept with blood, and the crazy bamboo horse dispersed all his family wealth and begged to be buried with me. If I were born again, I would still be this stunning concubine - but I no longer believe in love, I only believe in the blood on my palms and the poison quenched on the phoenix crown.