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Name: **
Author: Xun Bai

by Xun Bai (荀柏)

Status: Completed
Length: 144k Words
Genre: Modern Romance
Subgenre: Workplace & Marriage
Audience: Female
Updated: 1y ago
Source: Fanqie

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39Reads

5.8Score

68Chapters

4Listens

2.3kReads · all time

Synopsis

I would like to write this book to commemorate my very regrettable but only once youth! [Redemption+Secret Love+Two-way Rush+be] When I was six years old, I remarried to another village with my mother. A broken family made me want to run away from my mother since I was a child I met Yang Luobei when I was seven, and we were each other's only friends. When he went to school, I took care of my younger siblings at home When he was in high school, I just graduated from elementary school The boy I liked that year was wearing a blue school uniform and waved to me under the acacia tree: "Would you like to go home together?" With just one glance, I was bewildered. When he was in college, I worked outside because of my poor family background. When I meet again, he waits for me under the cypress tree every day I've been looking for the boy waiting for me under the cypress tree He said I wanted to marry someone worthy, but I got married when I was eighteen Ten years later, I met Yang Luobei again. He was still a graduate student. Wearing the scarf I knitted for him After the divorce, I took care of the children by myself and renewed my relationship with Yang Luobei. Beibei, cherry blossoms are blooming Beibei, what you smoke is not cigarettes, but longing Just when we were getting ready to get married In May of the same year, Yang Luobei was buried in Yunzhinan I can no longer find the boy waiting for me under the cypress tree So my pen name "Xun Bai" actually means "Looking for the boy under the cypress tree" He was gentle and kind and gave me all his patience and preference. I said don't leave me behind in the next life He said... Sister, why do you also smoke? What my sister is smoking is not cigarettes, but longing. Beibei, the cherry blossoms have failed and you are no longer here. You are my whole sky Yang Fan, I wish you happiness Yang Luobei, Yang Fan, the cherry blossoms are blooming again

Reader comments

I read it in one breath, the writing is delicate and beautiful, and it uses poetic brushwork to describe life and delicate emotions. It is full of the texture of life and makes people feel empathetic and wistful when reading it. We must embrace new life every day! Come on! ! !
7 likes6mo ago
Great, great, great, at least it seems to me to be great. I have opened books on other platforms, and I have also used things in my own life to write, but most of them are empty. The author is really great. She dared to recall but I didn't. The author's timeline is very clear. The information I can extract should be as old as one of my sisters. At that time, there were still differences in the concepts of men and women among the older generation. Although I was younger, they also expected a boy from me, but they failed. As I wish... I almost died when I was eighteen. My parents love me, but they love me as they see me, not as I am in real life. I have experienced the darkest moments, but I am lucky. My good friends have been scolding me.
7 likes9mo ago
Dear author, I just hope you live a good life, the past is over, the writing is so good, the writing is beautiful, and the story is eloquent, about the misplaced life, the broken family, the lost white moonlight, the amnesia lover, you are so miserable, I hope you will go well in the future and be happy.
6 likes9mo ago
This is a youth elegy wrapped in regret and tenderness. A broken family creates a desire to escape, but the bond with Yang Luobei turns into a glimmer of secret love. The pull of study and life makes love miss each other, the waiting of cypress trees and the gift of scarves make regrets tender, and the suspense of "when preparing to get married" adds a heart-warming footnote to farewell. The author uses delicate brushwork to cut open the folds of youth, so that everyone who is tossing and turning in their fate can find their own shadow in the words, and their eyes will be wet with unfinished or passed heartbeats.
6 likes7mo ago
I like descriptions of life, "Go to the city." He raised his arm and looked at the time. The way he moves his hands and feet is so elegant.
4 likes11mo ago
It can be called a memoir, with delicate emotions, poetic and picturesque, and eloquent narration.
4 likes1y ago
The book is very realistic about the impact of family and studies, and the pull is very delicate. The author's writing style is also superb. The descriptions of various emotions are directly touching people's hearts. The plot is so attractive that I watched it until the end! Don't say anything else, just watch it! [Laughing out loud]
3 likes1mo ago
The writing is good, keep up the good work
3 likes1y ago
I finished reading it in one go and I was quite emotional. What is youth?
2 likes6mo ago
Beautiful, detailed story
2 likes1y ago

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