Before Awakening, I Was the Male Protagonist's Vicious First Love

Shock! Xu Yanjiao took a nap and had a strange dream. The plot in the dream turned out to be the same as in the book. I was actually the male protagonist's vicious first love. The mother who doesn't care, the father who doesn't know, and the lonely Shen Yanzhi who was thrown into his grandparents' house. Who understands this sense of redemption? Feeling broken? Before awakening, I had just finished humiliating the male protagonist, and after awakening, I worked hard to be a dog licker.