In the past few years since 2020, the virus has caused many changes in our lives. I have found that many things that I have to experience have suddenly been shortened. Twenty years will end in ten years. Some relatives will leave us and some diseases will quietly creep into our bodies. Not everyone has his or her own old age. If you die early, you don't have your old age. This is an autobiographical novel of mine. If no one saves you, save yourself. If you can't find a job, lower your expectations. If you are not in good health, stick to shuttlecock. Grow flowers, read a book, and find some spiritual food. Spend more time with nature in the future. They will not let you down. They will make you more open-minded and less likely to be overwhelmed by the difficulties in front of you. It is better to live with a smile than to cry. No matter how difficult or meaningless it is, you still have to live the rest of your life.