[Single female protagonist] [First person] [No system] [Urban daily life] [Adapted from real experiences]
The top item in the memo is a sentence I wrote in my sophomore year of high school:
"Those who are not loved by the world have no right to appreciate the beauty of this world."
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No one cares about me, so I hate all false concern.
I had no one to rely on, so I hated all the beauty of happiness.
I longed to be cared for, so I pursued that ray of light in my life.
I longed to be loved, so I tried my best to hide my negative side and show the most cheerful side to the world.
But no one cares about me, no one loves me,
So, I deny everything and hate everything,
Until finally, I lost everything.
