I happened to be eight years old when Song Zhiyi left home. That year I tasted the taste of life and separation for the first time. It was sour and bitter, but also felt at a loss. I cried and hugged her waist, reluctant to let go. I only remember one sentence she said to me. I was confused and didn't know what to say, but I still remembered it in my heart. She said. Perhaps the most important thing about a woman is not who she marries, but that no matter who she marries, she has the ability to make herself happy. She said. She doesn't have this ability, and Tang Zhenting is not her lover after all. I just hated her for being selfish and sealing away everything about her mother.
I have always naively believed that if I surrounded Duan Chengchuan and poured all my love into him throughout my life, I would stay with him peacefully until death. As time goes by, I have experienced the regret of farewell, and the innocence of my youth has been wiped away. Half of my life has passed before I know what it means to not get what I want, and what it means to get something that is worse than not having it. When I finally understand. The biggest adventure in the world is to fall in love with someone. Because you never know what you will get in the end if you devote yourself wholeheartedly. It was like being entangled with Duan Chengchuan in a roulette game that was destined to lose. There are only a few things that truly belong to you in this world, the tears you have shed, the injuries you have suffered, the love you have given, the illnesses you have suffered, the people you have lost, the sins you have committed, and the greed, hatred, and ignorance that arise from them. Fortunately, love is not everything. Fortunately, everything is not love.
