It is always easy for us to create an illusion of infatuation in a masochistic way so that we can stand on the moral high ground of our feelings and gain an abnormal sense of satisfaction and security. In fact, whether it is going to stand downstairs at the other party's house on a snowy night or bringing her a cup of milk tea in the heavy rain, in retrospect, I often feel that it is as intense as Qiao Feng's battle with Juxianzhuang or Guan Yu riding alone for thousands of miles. But for the other party, a cup of milk tea is just a cup of milk tea, which cannot carry the feelings of landslides and earth-shattering that you want to put on it. When I was a teenager, I always couldn't wait to express my full love, but the result was often that I got caught up in the performance without realizing it. That's why the memories of two people tend to be biased. For those past events that you feel are unforgettable, the other person often doesn't feel the same way, or even doesn't know about them. The sign of growth is knowing how to restrain yourself. Control your emotions, your desire to perform, and even your likes. When I was a teenager, I liked someone and wanted to make her a part of my body. She just said she was cold, and my heart was already frozen. When she said she was sad, I immediately felt like I was in mourning. I was even sadder than her, for fear that I would not be able to express my love. In fact, no one can afford the value of another person. Only by being an independent and valuable person can one truly learn to love another person. And never try to change another person, it's doomed to be futile. Just be yourself. The true commandment of love lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, rather than chasing and attachment and self-impression.
My name is Li and I think my story will unfold from here.
