I have been Shen Zhumiao's husband all my life, but I have been hated by her for half my life.
She hated me for refusing to divorce, causing her to lose Bai Yueguang, and forcing her to stay tied to me for the rest of her life.
I hate that she plays cards outside all day long and stays out all night, is indifferent to the children and parents at home, and even allows her whole family to bully me.
So after an accidental death, we were reborn fifteen years ago with resentment towards each other.
At the university break-up party, her and I glanced at each other across the crowd, and she turned around and left without hesitation.
I know that she wants to find her own happiness.
I also turned around and left, whispering softly:
"I hope we don't regret it in this life."