Am I going to die like this? If there is an afterlife, I will definitely live a free and passionate life!
No, this environment is too bad. I might as well die. I can't starve to death, die of thirst, or commit suicide. It hurts too much. I'd better make do with life!
Hey, why are the people around me having dreams and taking action? It seems like I have a dream too!
It turns out that I don't belong here, and I can't belong here. Do you really love me? You know. It's all over now, I'm free!