[Childhood friends × Late Qing and early Republican era × Alternate history]
My childhood sweetheart dies and comes back to life, only to die again. I want to see just how many times you can pull off a resurrection.
“Since I can’t defy my parents’ wishes about this marriage, I’ll be the one calling the shots once we’re married.”
In this world on the brink of ruin, love is the only reason to keep living.
But when the one you love dies, the world falls apart.
Cheng Jiarong wants nothing more than to die, but fate refuses to grant her that wish and traps her in her memories.
Forced to stand at the beginning of the story, she can only watch as the person she loves walks toward death.
A fate worse than death.
Cheng Jiarong has grown used to the love and favoritism he never tries to hide.
But Song Qi’an seems to be waiting all this time, waiting for her to ask:
“Do you like me?”
And Song Qi’an would answer at once:
“Yes. I love you so much.”
The man who should be dead appears behind her bridal sedan,
while the person who should be inside it turns up at a funeral.
Her husband loves someone who doesn’t love him, and she loves someone who is dead. In this rotten, revolting era, her household has become a complete mess.
So she might as well flip the table.
She was never the sort of proper young lady to restrain herself and follow the rules.
(Some supporting characters are gay men. They have limited roles, but please be aware!)