The Cold Snow That Winter

A childhood sweetheart's secret love, a long-lasting sadomasochism. I once thought that I owed myself a lot in this youth situation and never owed him anything. But I never thought that that thin boy with picturesque features had spent his entire youth loving me. Each of us loves the other in the way we think is right, but we have never asked each other whether this is the love the other wants. Perhaps the saddest thing about love is that it is destined to end before it even begins. Even then, love is as rare as the morning stars and cannot be expressed in words. You are a hidden disease that I cannot seek medical treatment for all my life. It started from falling in love at first sight and finally turned into ashes. …… (Zi Mo's original novel, started in March 2017.) (Zi Mo/Zi Mo Senior Sister/Zi Mo xj are all pen names of the author.)