What can a marriage, a widowed marriage, bring to a woman? As the saying goes, some people teach you that the world is worthy, and some people teach you that the world is sober.
Life is short and long, and the years are wasted. Sometimes we drown ourselves in daily trivialities, those trivial things that seem insignificant but closely related to life, those trivial things that often make people laugh and cry, and worry about gains and losses.
Perhaps because I have a lot of extra emotions that others don't have, I have a lot of trivial things that others don't have. I don't want to think that half my life has been spent wandering around in circles, and I am already middle-aged after being ups and downs.
Take away the glitz, and there will no longer be any reason for grandeur. Looking back at life, the traces of time are becoming increasingly clear, just like an innocent angel who broke his wings, lost his aura, was exposed naked to the sun, and allowed himself to be exposed to the storm.
The most terrifying thing in life is never the physical fatigue, but the spiritual lack of place for the soul.
Perhaps we have never been the originators of why we came and why we left. We are not a speck of dust hidden in the dust, but we can't get rid of the heavy shackles of fate.