The day I came across Fu Xingzhou's interview, I left the divorce papers behind and moved out of the home I'd been living in alone for three years.
In the interview, Fu Xingzhou said that the thing he had the clearest conscience about in his life was protecting the person he cared about most at a moment of life or death.
The person he protected wasn't me. It was his first love, Shen Qingyao.
Two days later, at the send-off for the medical aid team heading to the earthquake zone in Y City, the same host asked me the same question:
"Dr. Lin, as an outstanding surgeon, what is the thing you have the clearest conscience about?"
I looked at Fu Xingzhou, just a few steps away.
"Knowing full well that my husband was injured protecting his mistress, I still did everything in my power to save his life."