Hate Me for 5 Years, and When I Talk About Love Again, I Have No Breath

If You Want a Super Be, You'll Want Someone Who Likes to Torture You, Preferably Someone Who'll Make Your Heart Twitch.

I want to read a book similar to "She Stops Coaxing Him". If you want a super be, you want someone who likes torture. It's best to torture her to the point where your heart beats. But you don't want the kind of torture for the sake of torture, so you just want to abuse the heroine purely. There's no logic at all.