After Being Exiled, I Fell in Love with Rough Han Soldiers and Gangsters

I have the constitution of a koi carp, so I can encounter amnesty from the world on my way to exile. But my fiancé still cares about my identity and wants to take me as his concubine. I turned around and approached the soldier responsible for escorting us. He has many shortcomings, he is vulgar, cruel, illiterate, and looks like a gangster... But he looks pretty good. At first I just wanted to use him to find my relatives, but later I found out that he is a bit chivalrous and considerate. The key is that he is very good at fighting. Of course, in his eyes, I also have many shortcomings. I am pretentious, lazy as hell, and spend money like water... But I am beautiful! I am also literate and have brains. No, under my training, he earned a life for me.