[Two male leads + campus romance + the bottom is not a virgin + younger man + first-person narration + BE]
Steady, gentle top student seme × miserable, timid, insecure uke
I stood in the most humiliating place, longing for my brother's love.
That year, I found a spring of my own, beautiful and happy.
Sadly, I died in the spring.
My greatest regret in this life is that everything came to me too late.
I'm going to die. I promised him I'd live well, but, brother, living is too tiring. Let me go.
A tombstone costs too much, and an urn is too cramped. Just bury me beneath a cypress tree, with my mom. Put a little plaque beside it, and write: “Death cannot take love away. Please remember me forever.”
Content warnings! [First-person narration, short story, long chapters but a short story, centered on the uke, the seme is a virgin but the uke is not, somewhat frustrating, some questionable values but not much. Readers who strongly prefer the uke to be treated well, beware. They love each other and reach for each other, but it's BE all the way!!!]
It is not torture for the sake of torture, but an irresistible fate. There is no deliberate arrangement, everything is logical, everyone is normal, and even kind. However, things still slide irrevocably towards tragedy, densely packed like a big net, and everyone is caught in it; if the building is about to collapse, no one will be spared. ——Death can't take away love, please always remember me
It's really cool that a title can be so real!