Will Making a Wish Come True?

[Two male protagonists + campus novel + being unclean + under the age + first person + BE] Calm, gentle, academically dominant × miserable, timid, inferior and suffering I stand in the most humble position, longing for brother's love. That year I had my own spring, which was beautiful and happy. Unfortunately I died in the spring. My biggest regret in life is that it was too late to have everything. I am going to die. I promised him that I will live well, but brother, living is too tiring, please let me go. The tombstone is too expensive and the urn is too crowded, so just bury me under the cypress tree, with my mother. Put a small sign next to it and write on it - Death cannot take away love, please always remember me. Lightning protection! [First person, short story, long chapters but short content, mainly accepting, attacking the clean and accepting the unclean, a bit aggrieved, a bit of three views, but not much. Extremely controlled self-protection from lightning, running in both directions, BEBEBE! ! ! ]