I'm Not the King of Rolls!

**"Soul Ferryman"** **When you see all the lights in the world, you will understand why you set out** After an accident, Li Fan returned to his student days and gained the ability to intervene in suspension and drift. Every night, his soul would float through different windows and witness the real lives that he had misunderstood for half his life: Each story is a slice of reality, cutting through educational anxiety, class solidification and the pain of the original family. The author uses delicate brushstrokes to outline the pains and glory of Chinese growth. Those figures that grow stubbornly in the darkness will eventually converge into a spiritual spectrum that illuminates the times. **When the soul begins to stare into the abyss, salvation comes quietly. ** ▎In the brightly lit study room of the top student He saw the depression diagnosis certificate hidden under the certificates all over the wall. ▎In the tin house of a working student The kerosene lamp illuminated not only the exercise books but also the blood soaked into the twine on the soles of my mother's shoes. ▎In the mansion of the rich second generation Next to the latest game console lies a half-written birthday card from my father ten years ago. **This is not a superpower story** But a journey of salvation for a confused soul When Li Fan floated across the window sill of the seventh family I finally saw clearly what my father had secretly collected. ——Those test papers that were crumpled by him Each one was ironed and marked "My son is awesome." **Author recommendation** ✓ Use magical realism to deconstruct educational anxiety ✓ Seven types of family samples present the truth about Chinese-style growth