What's Wrong with Me Pretending to Be Zuo Fuxing and Beating up the True God?

[Oriental fantasy + no heroine + stars + no virgin + reversal] Countless famous doctors said that my disease could not be cured and that I would only be an emotionless wooden person for the rest of my life. But no one knows that I forced myself to get this disease, because as soon as I open my eyes, I can see bloodthirsty words, and when I use my emotions, my body will be controlled to die... I thought I would spend my whole life like this, but my grandma's death involved countless mysteries. I no longer want to live a life bound by others, I want to be free, I want to control my own life. But on the first day of freedom, they said that the blood characters on my body did not belong to the Nine Stars and Twenty-Eight Constellations, and they wanted to kill me. Me (helpless): "Then I am the branch of Zuo Fuxing!" They pointed at this man and asked why he was also from the Zuofuxing branch. Me (smiling slightly): "Oh, he's late!" I raised my knife and said, "Now it's just me!"