Even If I Kill the God, Even the Light Will Find Me.

##Content#cp#oocapology#original girl What is it like to be the heroine in Brother Drag's 114 love letters? My name is Xia Li, the owner of the Forbidden Ruins... An agent of the gods... A heretic... Why did you choose me to be your agent of the gods? Why can't I die... "I just want to live..." The mother who died young, the father who disappeared, and the broken she... "Why doesn't everyone like me..." Until I met him... He held my shadow with his own hands, He always picked me up when I was broken... "You tell me I'm the best..." Shen Qingzhu: "I seem to have fallen in love with a girl. Not only is she good-looking, she also has a good personality, and she is also among the best in studies. No matter what, I can't compare with her. I studied hard and went to the same high school with her just to be closer to her. But if she is so good, she should like someone as good as her, so I I could only hide this love. When I was in the same school with her, I wrote many love letters. One day, I didn't see her figure in the seat by the window. From then on, there was no her on the seat by the window, no her in the shade of the tree, and no her on the path home... Until I met her again in the training camp..." "What is secret love? It's a step without the courage to take it. It's a silent following. It's an endless fantasy. It's impossible..." "No! It's possible! Shen Qingzhu... I like you for a long time." "Xia Li, if you like me, can you just like me?"