Gray Tower******

This is my first time to write a book review. The narrative of the story is great. It describes their painful love from Allen's perspective, and tells about the last resort, cruelty, and killing in the war. At that time, even trust was precious and made people sigh. Other characters in the book also have their own shining points. Anne's initiative to apply for a rescue mission and Raphael's contribution to the decryption machine are very vivid and unforgettable. The character traits of different characters are very distinct. Andermont is so cruel. After agreeing to Allen, he used him again and again (I even sometimes doubted whether he loved Allen or not). He knew everything and said nothing. In the end, he just apologized over and over again. Andermont lost Allen's love forever and lost his lover in that high tower. But it's still very interesting to watch. Alan Custer, he shines in his field of expertise, it's really hard not to like him. The decryption part is also quite interesting. I will always remember the cryptographer Alan Custer, a genius like a hero. I hope he lives in a world without war, gets what he wants, and doesn't get hurt anymore [almost crying]. It hurts every time I see him get hurt. He shouldn't be treated like that. [Almost crying]

This is the novel that touched me the most so far. No one got a good ending. Andermund is worried about gain and loss; Allen has lost his memory; Arnold is unable to love; Edgar is hateful because of love; and there is a mother who will never be able to meet her son. I can't change anything, I can only hope they are happy in the parallel world

"Gray Tower Notes" is an unsolvable game The more I read the Gray Tower Notes, the more I know how Andemon and Allen fell in love, and the more I understand that this story is a dead end with no solution. Allen really fell in love with Andemon at first sight, so the apple tree in Cambridge was mentioned many times in the article. That was the beginning of all the stories. And what about Andemon versus Allen? It was also love at first sight, but he could not realize and accept this love easily, just like the original text's psychological description of Andemon - he could fall in love with me impulsively, and he could also fall in love with others impulsively. I never question the relationship between Andemon and Allen, but no matter how indestructible the love is, it seems powerless in the face of war. Andemon tried to give Allen a quiet and secret happiness, but Allen refused. He could not deeply realize the darkness of the Intelligence Agency, nor could he give up the opportunity to work side by side with Andemon, nor could he be indifferent to his country at war. Everyone thinks that in this story, the only person who has the choice between lover and country is Andemon. In fact, they are wrong. Everyone is in this dilemma, Edgar, Arnold, Andemon, Allen, etc. Edgar couldn't betray his country, and couldn't watch Allen die; the same was true for Arnold; Andmond, as the head of MI6, the British could not tolerate his betrayal; and Allen, who seemed to have not been lucky among the three men, A talented mathematician with a happy love, the blood of the British flows in his bones, so he obviously had many opportunities, whether they were given by himself, Andemon or Edgar, but he gave up because he could not stay away and turned a blind eye to the smoke-filled London. Perhaps Andemon understood this, so he gave up persuading Allen to withdraw. Of course, another point is that Andemon believed that he had the ability to protect Allen. However, the war situation was unpredictable, and no one could make the situation go according to their own ideas. This ending, which has been criticized by many people, is that he is not as good as be. It is also the best ending that I can think of that is logical and consistent with the character. It would be great if... If Andmond was really just Professor Andmond Wesson who teaches advanced mathematics in Cambridge

When I read it again, I found that Andermon actually loved Allen very much, but during the war years, his love level was the lowest. Gray Tower is a very be. Allen was forced to fall from a proud son to a mediocre person. Just because of the "homosexuality crime", Allen was suspected by the organization and was forced to lose his memory. Andemeng will always be trapped in worries about gains and losses for the rest of his life, fearing that his lover will think of the past. Some of the author's descriptions are particularly British, with a feeling like an oil painting, which has always had a profound influence on the author's description of Undermund under the apple tree.

This is my fourth playthrough, and I still feel bored after watching it. I feel really sad for Alan. Because when I see the happy life of the two of them in the later period, I can't help but think of Allen who was in pain and despair in the Gray Tower, and "he will forget the beginning of everything, but he is not happy" (´;;`). We can never know whether the real Allen will be satisfied with the final ending. Of course, personal opinion, don't comment if you don't like it😭😭😭😭😭

I like my White Moonlight. I still shed tears after rereading it ten times. Now I downloaded Tomato Reading for it. I am so happy to be able to watch all the extras in a row.

2025.8.28, Second brush This is a tragedy written in code - about how love becomes the sharpest weapon and the most unsolvable cage. London's winter fog is cold and damp. Geniuses use their rationality to solve the riddles of war, but they still cannot decipher the secrets of human heart and destiny. In the end, both freedom and love became victims of the times, with only the gray tower standing among the ruins of memory, silently witnessing everything. "I just want to tell people who see this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after the victory in World War II. He missed the blue sky in Cambridge and his lover who bent his eyes and smiled under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but he will not be happy."

What I have always believed is that people are shaped by experiences and memories, so the former Allen is dead, and the one whose memory has been erased is no longer the former Allen. I think Allen and Andermon fell in love at first sight. Andermon escaped at first because he knew what would happen if Allen was selected into the Intelligence Agency. The only thing that makes me sad is how could there be so much deception and exploitation in the love and friendship that Allen has? But when I look back at Andermon, he looks at Allen in despair. He is also painful in his heart. When it comes to whitewashing the peace, if there is no Andemon, Allen will stay in the Gray Tower for the rest of his life. Andemon does not respect Allen's ideas, but I think Allen is reborn and stays in this beautiful world. In peacetime, he was not accused of being a traitor. He was still a high-spirited young man. I think it was good. Allen was indeed no longer complete, but at least he was happy. False happiness is also happiness, happiness when he has forgotten everything is also happiness, and happiness when he thinks he is real is also happiness. The gray tower that is always shrouded in fog is not only the academic temple of Cambridge University, but also a prison where the truth is imprisoned. Allen's pure pursuit of mathematical truth was crushed into pieces of glass on the ground by the war machine. When the national will forges mathematical formulas into war codes, those mathematical symbols jumping on the manuscript paper eventually turn into the never-ending Morse code in the listening station, weaving free will into the prison network of national interests. When knowledge becomes a vassal of power, even truth itself will be burned. In the end, they met under the apple tree outside the Cambridge Library... I can't judge or distinguish everything at that time. I can only say that whether it is at the beginning or at the end, I still have great hope that they can achieve complete happiness.

Alan Custer, died after victory in World War II. He misses the blue sky in Cambridge and his lover's eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. [Almost crying] [Almost crying] 2025.4.19

This ending is so unfair to Allen [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] [crying] However, I didn't expect that reading a novel can review the history of World War II I just learned [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying] [laughing and crying]

I finally, finally started watching it! Even though I had heard about it a long time ago, I also collected it! It took about a day. After reading it, I want to talk about my feelings about the two pairs of characters in it. I think the ending of this novel is a bit em. Although it is nominally a "happy ending", it actually makes people unhappy. It's like a "spiritual regret." Let's talk about the pair of Andermon and Allen first. Andermon's love for Allen is rational and restrained. He does not regard Allen as the whole life, which is not wrong in itself. After all, he still has more important things such as country and career. He did do a lot for Allen, but he wasn't the kind of person who gave it wholeheartedly. The thing that bothers me the most is that he repeatedly uses Ellen, even though he is trying his best to protect her. In his heart, the country and career are the most important, and he can even sacrifice Allen for these. So I felt that his love was too superficial, and in the end it made Allen lose himself, which made me even more convinced of this idea. Look at the pair of Edgar and Alan. Edgar's love is very simple, and he is reckless. Although he also takes advantage of Allen, the ending between him and Allen makes it easier for me to accept, maybe because they can't resist. His emotions feel more real to me and more sympathetic.

When it comes to the ending, I was actually convinced at first, but then I felt confused again after finishing the book. I'm not sure I understand the characters, but I have a feeling that even if Alan knew the truth, he wouldn't commit suicide. The only person who could hide the notes from Andermon was Allen. Since he made this choice himself, it proved that he accepted such an ending, including amnesia. In fact, the story has been laid out many times since the beginning, and Allen has imagined his ending many times. To be honest, this is already a pretty good ending. After all, after losing his memory, Allen can still engage in mathematical research and do some things he likes. Even if his memory and calculation skills are no longer good, he can still study mathematics. Mathematics and abstraction are more related to intuition, and calculations can be left to tools. However, this mainly depends on everyone's understanding of consciousness. From a philosophical perspective, self-identity depends on memory and the self-narrative that constitutes this part. Without memory, there is indeed a defect in this aspect. But for me, my personal judgment of consciousness does not depend on memory. Even if he loses part of his memory, this person is still the same person. There is always some essence that remains unchanged. In this sense, I do not think "Alan" is really dead. After reading this story, I only felt fear, but not grief. I don't know why.

It's very beautiful. I read it a long time ago. It's my second read. After all, it's a published book. Needless to say the quality [Admiration] I personally like this book very much, but it feels a bit sad [crying] [crying] But the ending is he. After finishing the second brush, it hurts... It really hurts [crying][crying][crying]

No. 1 Of the ancient European style, I have never forgotten it for so many years [crying]

The writing style is very British, and it even feels like a work translated from a foreign country. In short, the writing style is so in line with foreign literature that the characters seem to really exist [almost crying] [almost crying] The whole book gave me a feeling that can be described in one word as "moist". Everyone is shrouded in dark clouds, and everyone's face is full of depression. Even for Arnold, I often feel that his smile is used to cover up the emptiness and depression in his heart. This is probably a war, and no one can achieve perfection. To say he or be, I prefer the latter. Andermon will worry about gains and losses until the moment Allen recalls or after Allen passes away. It is a sword of Damocles. It hangs above his head for a day, and Andermon can only live in depression. And Allen can no longer be called a complete personality. He has suffered spiritual castration. It does not mean that the ending together can be called he. He requires the blending of body and soul between lovers. Andemon and Allen themselves are already scarred, but they still have to use love to desperately cover the gap that has opened between them. They love each other, but they are by no means happy.

It's not a long article, but it's quite cruel. Allen gave it his sincere heart, but the politician's feelings are mixed with exploitation. The pitfalls at the end are mainly to make up for it, but the boy he once was will never come back.

The physical book has puzzle stories, and I really [cryed][cryed] about one of the puzzle stories (it's posted below). If there was no war, if Andermon was just Professor Wesson, would everything be different? What is said in the book is correct, Allen died a long time ago, died after the victory in the war, maybe... Andermon also knew it, so Professor Wesson ended up accompanying his lover.

It doesn't matter whether we have to worry about whether the ending is he or not. Allen has already made his choice. Regardless of whether he saw the notebook in the end or not, he also made his own choice. Whether he saw it or not, he made the same choice. I remember reading a sentence before, people are not long-lasting love creatures, and undying love goes against nature. So humans said, "I will go against my nature, my instinct, and love you forever." When Allen passed the watchtower, he said, "I suddenly feel that I don't love you anymore." Although his heart and body rejected this kind of love at that time, he still made his own choice. When I read it before, I was not mature enough, maybe like Allen when he was still in Cambridge. I didn't think much about it at the time. After reading it, I just felt that I didn't like Andermon very much. Why did I treat Allen like this? Now I feel that if there was no Andermon, if he didn't make so many decisions, there would only be more sacrifices. By this year, we have won eighty years. Alan, I believe you no longer doubt your choice. It is no longer like in a war where there must be clear choices between right and wrong. Following your inner choice is the best choice. As long as you make happy choices. Arnold is always very gentle. The doctor seems to be the most romantic, but he is also the one who restrains his emotions the most. Arnold, you must be happy too [crying]

"When you open this notebook, Alan Custer no longer exists in this world." I want to tell people who see this note that the author is Alan Custer. He died after the victory in World War II. He missed the blue sky in Cambridge and his lover who smiled at him under the apple tree outside the library. He would abandon all memories and be reborn, but he was not happy. Honey, do you see the gray watchtower outside? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I didn't love you anymore The calculation paper seemed to have been clamped in a notebook. There was ink printed on the calculation paper through the poor quality paper of the notebook. I read out: "I just want to tell the person who sees this notebook... That he misses the blue sky of Cambridge..." Most of the writing was blurred. "Alan, put down the calculation paper." He looked at me, motionless, and repeated the words, "Dear, put it down." "Where is his notebook now?" I asked. "I never found it." However, very slowly, he raised the pistol and pointed it at his temple. He didn't look back at the entrance to the stairs, but looked at me and said in a very soft voice: "Honey, if you open that notebook, I'll shoot." "I don't understand, dear, you are a madman!" I said to him, "for a blank notebook, you actually let yourself get shot twice." "A blank notebook?" He was very confused for a quarter of an hour. "There's nothing written on it. I like the nineteen-year-old Edgar who is studying in Cambridge. He is old-fashioned, reserved, gentlemanly, and full of artistic romance. "I have devoted my whole life to oil painting. " "We also fell in love at first sight. " I always thought he was that little painter. Allen once asked: "Dear, have you ever thought that no matter how deep the love is, there will be times when you get tired of it. "——And I'm tired of it now. I told Andemon that if this continues, my feelings for him will fade away sooner or later. It's not his fault, nor my fault. We were wrong because we shouldn't have fallen in love in this war era. The apple tree was not high, and Andemon stood under the tree, leaning against the trunk, with one hand in his trouser pocket, and a few tiny petals fell on his shoulders. He is tall and thin, wearing a clean white shirt. The sun shines on him through the petals and oval leaves. The whole figure is like an Edgar painting, with soft and warm tones. "Ellen, I love you. How can I make you fall in love with me? " "Oh, baby, you're beautiful. "At that moment I pointed to my chest, not knowing what I was talking about, "But every time I see you, I feel pain here. " I don't understand why he seems so desperate. "He will always be with the people who love him. " A person's deepest sorrow is to be betrayed by his own beliefs. ——Kong Deng Liuyuan's "Gray Tower Notes"

How to put it this way, I was first recommended to read the physical book by my classmates. It was obviously very uncomfortable, but I would still think about it over and over again in a masochistic manner. It is hard to imagine that I have always been in control. I feel very sorry for Allen inexplicably. I feel that the only person who really loves him is his mother, including the old woman he saw after he lost his memory. I wonder if his mother will be like her, mourning his death. My lover, family, and former love, it is really the first time that I have resisted Andermund's so-called love. His love is full of calculations. It should not be love, but his obsession and desire. At least in my opinion, it is. How can I put it, they are all in the name of being good for Allen, treating him like a doll, and manipulate him at will. They should all atone for themselves.

I just discovered that Tomato also has a gray tower. I used to like it very much. When I bought the physical book, it cut out so many things that it made me numb. I'm so happy to see it now. I added a little sweet extra (more like Arnold).

I just want to tell anyone who sees this note that the author is Alan Custer, who died after the victory in World War II. He misses the blue sky in Cambridge and his lover's eyes bent and smiling under the apple tree outside the library. He will abandon all memories and be reborn, but not happily. War has turned countless beautiful things into illusions and filled everyone with doubts. Andermund loves Allen. He is a kind of rational and restrained love. He does not regard his lover as everything, but you cannot criticize him. In his mind, there is still a country. Only with everyone can a small family exist. Emotions are very complicated. The whole story unfolds against the background of survival and the rise and fall of the country. Therefore, any content that is intended to be revealed in the article will be juxtaposed with life and death; any joy and sorrow can be equated with the joy and sorrow of victory in war and the destruction of the country and the family. In such a grand narrative, any expression of sincere emotion is precious.

This subject matter is very novel. When I saw the defense was really broken in the end, no one could hate me. I was all upset [crying]

When the author was serializing it, he said the ending was he, but in fact it was the be in he! Although this book is written from Allen's perspective, if you read it carefully, you can feel that Andermon actually protected Allen to the extent that he could. Unfortunately, everything backfired and in the end, only life was saved but not the memory. Alas, the most pitiable person in the whole book is Allen. The plot of the book is very logical and not mindless.

I had read it twice before and bought the physical book. I found that Tomato had it, so I read it again. The story is very good, the writing has an elegant feel, and the ending is he, but I feel that everyone has regrets, and no character is really relieved. They all died in that war with Allen, and were buried under the gray watchtower. "My dear, have you seen that gray watchtower? The moment I saw it, I suddenly felt that I no longer love you." I love you, so I love you so much, you love me, so you kill me. Good night, Ellen

Nice! I've wanted to read this book for a long time, and now I've finally finished it. I really feel sorry for Allen. He is obviously so talented and capable, but in the end he ended up like this. Andermon is really not a human being [crying][crying] Taking advantage of his lover like this, he still didn't let Allen go in the end. Alas, it is still that society's fault after all. The young painter Degas, the psychiatrist Arnold... Are a little bit confused.

The story content and character creation are very successful, a bit sadistic, but I like it

The writing is very fluent and the storyline is also very good. Maybe it's because I'm a little indifferent to personal emotions, and sometimes I can't understand the protagonist's sudden strong emotions. Rather than saying that this story is sad, it is better to say that everything is the best arrangement. The person inside is a "person". In the context of history, they are all struggling to make the most correct choice until they discover that the starting point is wrong. This ending is very beautiful, and even has a bubbly feeling, so it is not cruel, but slightly sweet.

This book is really sweet. I would like to call it a love-hate relationship between four men, but it is so sweet.

It's so sad. Allen was forced to erase his memory. He should be considered as being killed by his lover. However, in the context of World War II, Andermon, as a senior government official, had no choice. No one could do anything. And Arnold personally erased his lover's memory. Even the time he spent with Allen was stolen. Edmund didn't even know that Allen's memory had been erased [crying] and his mother [crying][crying][crying][crying]