This book is a collection of Liu Kaixin's works, including her poems, essays, and artistic creations. The book consists of five parts, with the themes of "Personal Introduction", "Childhood", "Growth", "Life" and "Thinking" respectively, bringing together her various creations over the years. Although she has been suffering from illness since birth, she is still thinking, feeling and creating. These spirited poems and paintings show readers a diverse version of her: not only a rare disease patient, but also a creator, an ordinary person who loves life and works hard to live like you and me. I hope you can find your own warmth and strength from her story.
Reader comments
I saw the video of Quan Hexi interviewing Liu Kaixin on Douyin and came to read Liu Kaixin's book.
This book is completely different from the so-called "poisonous chicken soup" because Liu Kaixin is different. In fact, she is an ordinary girl (only her physical condition is different from most people). She does not show off or magnify her suffering. She talks about her own experience and mental journey in such a way, giving us sincere and warm encouragement.
In fact, every girl will always encounter various doubts and suppression on the way to growth. Even children who grow up completely in love will still have doubts and troubles when exposed to different voices, but their core is more stable and their self-regulation ability is stronger.
Seeing Happy's words makes me more accepting of everything about myself, such as the title of the book "May you be able to express yourself freely." Thank you, Liu Kaixin, I will live more freely and openly.
Go read this book! You will find that life in her writing is no longer abstract suffering, but concrete pain caused by the body. It is not abstract happiness, but concrete and trivial luck. Love life again. This is the story that this book wants to tell the most.
I don't know what the fate is, and I can't remember in what year I saw Kaixin's video. I only saw Kaixin's pure smile and listened to Kaixin talking about his past in a calm tone. Listening and looking, I can't bear to pay attention to her anymore. Until tonight I felt happy again. So happy to see you again. When I saw a book written by Kaixin recommended by Ni Ping, I couldn't wait to read it. I only hope that medical science will progress quickly so that Kaixin will no longer suffer from illness. I pray that Kaixin will be healthy and let us see Kaixin write more poems, draw more paintings, and write more books [love] [love] [love]
After reading the book, I feel that the author is really a superman (I really admire you sincerely, no derogatory meaning). I really cried while reading the book. It was really touching. I really like your book. It made me feel the strength of life and the prosperity of life. I hope you can be healthy and happy every day. I love you😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
I reviewed the previous chapters and didn't see them, but after reading everything from the second part onwards, I realized that I have empathy, especially when I'm sick, I need to digest the behavior of others in a consistent manner. The author is very delicate, and everything she describes describes her persistence and love for life. I am also a person who is struggling. Fortunately and unfortunately, I am not suffering from physical illness, but a mental illness that has been stigmatized until now. ADHD-I co-morbid mood disorder, many things are my own struggle and digestion. Of course, my family loves me very much and stays with me, but they cannot empathize with me, or even understand my situation in depth. They even have unspeakable resistance to my situation. "You are normal." Well, of course, it depends on the meaning of normal. Going a step further, that is to say, if you are also struggling, whether you are constantly wandering on the line of life, or you are constantly looking for your own possibilities, take a look, there may be the "short-term recharger" you want to find.
I found out about this book because I accidentally read it mentioned in "Mao Xue Wang", so I became interested, added it to my bookshelf, and started reading. So I became obsessed with it. The author is funny and humorous, has a tough and strong personality, and has beautiful poems. The author's character is so charming. I can only say that he has a sexy personality and spiritual world.
I think there are no diseases in the world, but most people think they are normal and have set a standard standard for people, so there are people who do not meet the standards and get sick and take medicine. However, everyone's physique, personality, psychological endurance, and spirit are different, and there are too many uncontrollable factors. Just like what is written in high school biology textbooks, when conducting an experiment, you need to control the variables to get the desired results. But there are no two identical leaves in the world, and there are no identical people. One standard will not fit everyone. So being sick is not terrible, it just doesn't meet the standards. What is really terrible is the inner suffering, the physical pain, and the words and eyes of the people around you.
I really like the author's spiritual world. In fact, I am more envious of it. I envy her for having a beautiful brain, but I have nothing but skin and bones and an empty brain. Although many people are "healthy people" in the secular sense, I don't think they are as healthy as the author.
I accidentally came across Liu Kaixin's interview on the platform Douyin. The first time I saw her state, I was shocked and curious to continue watching. As I watched, I shed tears several times unconsciously. I put down the phone and thought about it for a long time. I felt that she had transcended "destiny". The words "feeling painful, strong, and brave" are no longer enough to describe the first half of her life for her. She is the one who truly allows all emotions to pass through her. While reading this book, I felt pain in my chest countless times, and felt a lump in my throat. She couldn't find the words to express her life. I gained new insights and strength from this book. I think of Nezha's words "My fate is up to me, I can't help it."
I don't know what to say. I want to say that the author is strong and open-minded and lives a transparent life, but it seems wrong. As the author said, I just have to accept it. The essence of life is life, the difference is that everyone who loves life.
It answered a confusion for me. I seem to be obsessed with health and happiness. I don't necessarily have to be completely healthy and happy to do what I want to do. This is what is often said about skipping emotions and doing things.
Wrapped in pain, tormented by pain, and incomprehensible to the world, she can live such a splendid life, which is admirable and worthy of respect. I really hope that her life can be less physical pain, suffering, and difficulty, and more smooth, wishful, and really happy.
I watched "May You Feel Free and Public" twice in three days
I still want to say that Liu Kaixin is a particularly beautiful person. Although I have said it three times, I still feel it is not enough. Not just because she was actively living with her illness.
Her objectivity allows us to have a more rational worldview. Her paintings allow me to see that the original beauty of color and abstract beauty can continue to convey feelings. Her poems make me feel romantic, aesthetic, and thrilling even when I am not in love.
To describe her simply as beautiful is just an evaluation because I lack words. The living conditions she conveyed made me more certain of my own thoughts. Any feelings I have are real, and other people's strange views are most likely caused by ignorance.
Live a meaningless life, pursue life without boredom, and always pay for yourself.
What parents give to their children is never purely good or bad. The love they give does exist and cannot be let go; the hurt they give is painful to the bone and cannot be ignored. Love and hate entangle the soul, it is difficult to breathe, and there is no freedom...
My child has suffered a lot due to illness, and as a parent, I feel guilty and guilty. However, my child has been optimistic and brave for five years, yearning for life, and loving us. After reading your book, I seem to feel more at ease. May the world be gentle, and may we be the light in the darkness.
Dear Liu Kaixin, may the shadow under your feet become longer and longer, and the road you travel farther and farther, may you see more of the scenery along the way, and most importantly, may you live up to your name and be happy every day, and may you never be troubled by the world again!
This is a book, perhaps a true portrayal of the childhood life of most people born in the 1980s, and it has too many resonances. Compared to the author, most of us are much luckier, but have we truly felt and thought about our lives?
There is no meaning in human life, but I believe that if we are as happy as the author and can provide more people with more perspectives on life, then it will become meaningful.
Worth a look. Analyze yourself sincerely and speak objectively and rationally. If you have similar experiences, you will feel that you are talking about yourself. Life is about being yourself, living without regrets, and working hard. Don't be surprised if you try your best.
After reading this book, you may be angry at the boring adults the author encountered, you may feel sad because of the illness the author has experienced, you may lament the power of life, or you may admire the author's courage and persistence. If you have a little time, I hope you can stop and read this book. Thanks for meeting
It's a blessing to come here when you're happy, but there's no need to force yourself to go anywhere.
I quite like my relationship with this world.
Being strong has nothing to do with a person's appearance and physique. Strength is in the bones.
Through his own feelings and philosophical life language, the author shows readers a unique and legendary life with rare diseases. Human beings yearn for and fear the unknown world. The fun of mothers and the love of mothers come to life in every drop of paper. The urge to read on!
Words that touch people deeply. May everyone be happy forever, have a promising future, much joy, and always peace. Living is extraordinary.
Living a wonderful life requires courage.
You are a miracle!
The world is not always gentle, please take good care of yourself.
There is so much power in this little body! The weight is half of mine and the age is half of mine! What are my ailments?
The author can always bring a kind of strength to people
It's so touching. Hey, life is so fragile and yet so powerful. I feel so sad.
Experiencing every moment in life and understanding every detail in life, pain is not necessarily more valuable than happiness, which gave me new insights and new experiences in life.
I can only say that the writing is very good. Suffering only brings me weakness, but it brings strength to the author. No matter what, let us live this life seriously!
I really like a happy attitude towards life. Her books always give me the courage and strength to live as I please. Liu Kaixin, let's work hard together. I hope I can always see your words. Long live life!
I saw the video of Quan Hexi interviewing Liu Kaixin on Douyin and came to read Liu Kaixin's book. This book is completely different from the so-called "poisonous chicken soup" because Liu Kaixin is different. In fact, she is an ordinary girl (only her physical condition is different from most people). She does not show off or magnify her suffering. She talks about her own experience and mental journey in such a way, giving us sincere and warm encouragement. In fact, every girl will always encounter various doubts and suppression on the way to growth. Even children who grow up completely in love will still have doubts and troubles when exposed to different voices, but their core is more stable and their self-regulation ability is stronger. Seeing Happy's words makes me more accepting of everything about myself, such as the title of the book "May you be able to express yourself freely." Thank you, Liu Kaixin, I will live more freely and openly.
Go read this book! You will find that life in her writing is no longer abstract suffering, but concrete pain caused by the body. It is not abstract happiness, but concrete and trivial luck. Love life again. This is the story that this book wants to tell the most.
I don't know what the fate is, and I can't remember in what year I saw Kaixin's video. I only saw Kaixin's pure smile and listened to Kaixin talking about his past in a calm tone. Listening and looking, I can't bear to pay attention to her anymore. Until tonight I felt happy again. So happy to see you again. When I saw a book written by Kaixin recommended by Ni Ping, I couldn't wait to read it. I only hope that medical science will progress quickly so that Kaixin will no longer suffer from illness. I pray that Kaixin will be healthy and let us see Kaixin write more poems, draw more paintings, and write more books [love] [love] [love]
After reading the book, I feel that the author is really a superman (I really admire you sincerely, no derogatory meaning). I really cried while reading the book. It was really touching. I really like your book. It made me feel the strength of life and the prosperity of life. I hope you can be healthy and happy every day. I love you😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
I reviewed the previous chapters and didn't see them, but after reading everything from the second part onwards, I realized that I have empathy, especially when I'm sick, I need to digest the behavior of others in a consistent manner. The author is very delicate, and everything she describes describes her persistence and love for life. I am also a person who is struggling. Fortunately and unfortunately, I am not suffering from physical illness, but a mental illness that has been stigmatized until now. ADHD-I co-morbid mood disorder, many things are my own struggle and digestion. Of course, my family loves me very much and stays with me, but they cannot empathize with me, or even understand my situation in depth. They even have unspeakable resistance to my situation. "You are normal." Well, of course, it depends on the meaning of normal. Going a step further, that is to say, if you are also struggling, whether you are constantly wandering on the line of life, or you are constantly looking for your own possibilities, take a look, there may be the "short-term recharger" you want to find.
I found out about this book because I accidentally read it mentioned in "Mao Xue Wang", so I became interested, added it to my bookshelf, and started reading. So I became obsessed with it. The author is funny and humorous, has a tough and strong personality, and has beautiful poems. The author's character is so charming. I can only say that he has a sexy personality and spiritual world. I think there are no diseases in the world, but most people think they are normal and have set a standard standard for people, so there are people who do not meet the standards and get sick and take medicine. However, everyone's physique, personality, psychological endurance, and spirit are different, and there are too many uncontrollable factors. Just like what is written in high school biology textbooks, when conducting an experiment, you need to control the variables to get the desired results. But there are no two identical leaves in the world, and there are no identical people. One standard will not fit everyone. So being sick is not terrible, it just doesn't meet the standards. What is really terrible is the inner suffering, the physical pain, and the words and eyes of the people around you. I really like the author's spiritual world. In fact, I am more envious of it. I envy her for having a beautiful brain, but I have nothing but skin and bones and an empty brain. Although many people are "healthy people" in the secular sense, I don't think they are as healthy as the author.
I accidentally came across Liu Kaixin's interview on the platform Douyin. The first time I saw her state, I was shocked and curious to continue watching. As I watched, I shed tears several times unconsciously. I put down the phone and thought about it for a long time. I felt that she had transcended "destiny". The words "feeling painful, strong, and brave" are no longer enough to describe the first half of her life for her. She is the one who truly allows all emotions to pass through her. While reading this book, I felt pain in my chest countless times, and felt a lump in my throat. She couldn't find the words to express her life. I gained new insights and strength from this book. I think of Nezha's words "My fate is up to me, I can't help it."
I don't know what to say. I want to say that the author is strong and open-minded and lives a transparent life, but it seems wrong. As the author said, I just have to accept it. The essence of life is life, the difference is that everyone who loves life.
It answered a confusion for me. I seem to be obsessed with health and happiness. I don't necessarily have to be completely healthy and happy to do what I want to do. This is what is often said about skipping emotions and doing things.
Wrapped in pain, tormented by pain, and incomprehensible to the world, she can live such a splendid life, which is admirable and worthy of respect. I really hope that her life can be less physical pain, suffering, and difficulty, and more smooth, wishful, and really happy.
I watched "May You Feel Free and Public" twice in three days I still want to say that Liu Kaixin is a particularly beautiful person. Although I have said it three times, I still feel it is not enough. Not just because she was actively living with her illness. Her objectivity allows us to have a more rational worldview. Her paintings allow me to see that the original beauty of color and abstract beauty can continue to convey feelings. Her poems make me feel romantic, aesthetic, and thrilling even when I am not in love. To describe her simply as beautiful is just an evaluation because I lack words. The living conditions she conveyed made me more certain of my own thoughts. Any feelings I have are real, and other people's strange views are most likely caused by ignorance. Live a meaningless life, pursue life without boredom, and always pay for yourself.
What parents give to their children is never purely good or bad. The love they give does exist and cannot be let go; the hurt they give is painful to the bone and cannot be ignored. Love and hate entangle the soul, it is difficult to breathe, and there is no freedom...
My child has suffered a lot due to illness, and as a parent, I feel guilty and guilty. However, my child has been optimistic and brave for five years, yearning for life, and loving us. After reading your book, I seem to feel more at ease. May the world be gentle, and may we be the light in the darkness.
Dear Liu Kaixin, may the shadow under your feet become longer and longer, and the road you travel farther and farther, may you see more of the scenery along the way, and most importantly, may you live up to your name and be happy every day, and may you never be troubled by the world again!
This is a book, perhaps a true portrayal of the childhood life of most people born in the 1980s, and it has too many resonances. Compared to the author, most of us are much luckier, but have we truly felt and thought about our lives? There is no meaning in human life, but I believe that if we are as happy as the author and can provide more people with more perspectives on life, then it will become meaningful.
Worth a look. Analyze yourself sincerely and speak objectively and rationally. If you have similar experiences, you will feel that you are talking about yourself. Life is about being yourself, living without regrets, and working hard. Don't be surprised if you try your best.
After reading this book, you may be angry at the boring adults the author encountered, you may feel sad because of the illness the author has experienced, you may lament the power of life, or you may admire the author's courage and persistence. If you have a little time, I hope you can stop and read this book. Thanks for meeting
It's a blessing to come here when you're happy, but there's no need to force yourself to go anywhere. I quite like my relationship with this world.
Being strong has nothing to do with a person's appearance and physique. Strength is in the bones.
Through his own feelings and philosophical life language, the author shows readers a unique and legendary life with rare diseases. Human beings yearn for and fear the unknown world. The fun of mothers and the love of mothers come to life in every drop of paper. The urge to read on!
Words that touch people deeply. May everyone be happy forever, have a promising future, much joy, and always peace. Living is extraordinary.
Living a wonderful life requires courage.
You are a miracle!
The world is not always gentle, please take good care of yourself.
There is so much power in this little body! The weight is half of mine and the age is half of mine! What are my ailments?
The author can always bring a kind of strength to people
It's so touching. Hey, life is so fragile and yet so powerful. I feel so sad.
Experiencing every moment in life and understanding every detail in life, pain is not necessarily more valuable than happiness, which gave me new insights and new experiences in life.
I can only say that the writing is very good. Suffering only brings me weakness, but it brings strength to the author. No matter what, let us live this life seriously!
I really like a happy attitude towards life. Her books always give me the courage and strength to live as I please. Liu Kaixin, let's work hard together. I hope I can always see your words. Long live life!