Min Shu had long understood that this world had never belonged to her.
She was an NPC, playing a bit part and handing out props in someone else's prewritten script,
making sure the protagonists' misunderstandings, revenge, and romance unfolded right on schedule.
Every scene was predetermined, every objective clear, and there was no room for change.
But after watching it all for long enough, she got bored.
So she picked the most cost-effective job: secretary in a domineering CEO romance.
High pay, respectable work, and little effort.
She quietly kept things in order and made sure the plot moved along smoothly.
No matter how melodramatic things got around her, she could always make a clean getaway.
Until one day, she accidentally slept with her direct boss.
The rules crumbled, and the script fell apart.
The NPC who had never once strayed from the script suddenly grew curious:
What was the world outside the rules really like?
A wanton, unhinged dahlia versus her cool-headed, obsessive “gardener.”
When I first read the synopsis and the beginning, I thought it was a counter-attack story about a traditional small-world awakening female protagonist. As I read on, I found that Min Shu was very contradictory. She clearly understood her identity and situation, laughed at herself as just an NPC, and then allowed herself to slowly sink and suffocate in the swamp. She might have saved herself, but she was struggling. Her whole body was stained and full of stench. The moist mud and sand were entangled with the roots of weeds and surrounded her entire body, which was very painful. Qi Yan was once a bright spot in her life, arousing her dead heart little by little. Seeing his apparent calm being broken, making exceptions for her again and again, and getting what she wanted without any cost, she slowly realized that maybe she would be rescued and would not be stuck in the swamp to fend for herself. I hope that Min Shu in the later period can be braver and never break or stand. Others are the NPCs in your life. You are your own protagonist. Don't let anyone control your life.
I think the heroine is not so much an MPC as she is a psychological patient who completely underestimates herself, reduces her sense of existence, and tries her best to turn herself into a human machine.
I just finished reading it, and my thoughts may be a bit confusing, so I'll try to explain it as clearly as possible. Er Er is very powerful. It does not directly write the emotions of the characters, nor directly express the protagonist's thoughts, but uses another more delicate way to let the emotions touch my heart. Min Shu has a heart problem, trapped in the past, and almost lost in the shadow of the past. Er Er's description is very real. It is not easy to describe a character trapped in a sea of suffering. The many states, consciousness, and behaviors make this book feel real, rather than a clichéd NPC awakening novel. Qi Yanzeng, this character is interesting. I initially understood him as a paranoid version of ENTJ who was born under emotional control since childhood. I feel very similar. But his patience, stability, and the process of accompanying Min Shu shocked me a little. During that period of time abroad, Min Shu, who didn't speak and slept like a doll, would actually be abandoned by most normal people. But Qi Yan didn't. He gave her space and choice, without urging or forcing her, just accompanying her silently. It made me start to rethink the meaning of the word patience. Qi Yanzeng's company also made me understand some words of love. Maybe he originally needed unreserved love, but when he saw Min Shu's bright eyes after going through thousands of sails, he couldn't help but sink. Love is the perdition of free will. Perhaps the original intention was not to show this, but I feel that Er Er's writing about love is great. This article is not an easy one to read, but it is a good one. It is very special, unconventional, and emotionally delicate. You can understand the turbulent or secret emotions without much elaboration and description. However, the emotions are negative and it is quite burdensome to read. It is not a light-hearted book. If you like light-hearted readers, I suggest you not read it. Objectively speaking, the reason for the low rating of this book is that there are few readers. Most likely, the lack of readers is because the article is not easy to read, because the emotional value it gives readers is mostly negative. As far as I'm concerned, when I saw Min Shu come out, I felt relieved rather than happy. I just had too many negative emotions. Erer's writing is very good. This kind of writing is rare, so I will leave a long review. Okay, that's about it. I wish you the best of luck in your journey, and I look forward to writing a long review for your work next time!
After watching it, I felt very sorry for Shu Shu. I felt that my whole body was trapped in that emotion. Shu Shu didn't care about anything. Qi Yan was worried about Shu Shu and was stuck in this uneasy mood. He really hoped that they could be together well in the end. During the 28 years when Shu Shu was "good", he met Qi Yan Zeng, an exception. He told her that she didn't have to pay anything to stay. He told her that she should feel sorry for herself as a human being. It's really sad. I hope Shu Shu can struggle out of the water and face it bravely. I also hope that Qi Yan can spend some more time in comfort. I believe they will be fine in the end.
I drank a glass of mellow, slightly astringent red wine and didn't get drunk. When I took it in my mouth, I didn't quite taste what it meant. It was just like an ordinary red drink, and I didn't even feel that it was wine. It enters the stomach and begins to be absorbed, making it feel a little tipsy. It just so happened that the aroma of the wine in the cup evaporated enough for me to smell it. It was different from all the wine I had ever drunk. It caressed my nerves, without temporarily paralyzing me and making me indulge. It made me clear that I can like to drink red wine, I can also like to drink tea, and water can also be used, but I just feel that it is red wine, it is. Red wine in winter is really a bit astringent, but spring is coming soon.
It's not bad, but I hope the author won't write so much about the Riddler. Sometimes it really makes people confused. But I feel that the plot is getting more and more exciting. I look forward to the follow-up development. I will still keep following it 😂
The previous setting is in line with the introduction and makes people think that it is the feeling of NPC waking up and observing the world. Later, the plot turns to the heroine's psychological analysis and self-salvation. Although the title of the book is consistent with the main theme of the plot, it is different from the NPC awakening plot that everyone thinks. The heroine here has a psychological problem and feels that she lives like an NPC who is ignorant and indifferent, ushering in the spring of redemption. The writing is pretty good, and the heroine's state is well portrayed.
A unique product, very good. A story of breaking free and gaining freedom and peace. With the initiative of the heroine and the help of the hero, the heroine breaks free from the shackles of her family, her boss, and the world, and gradually gains personal and financial freedom. She gradually pays attention to her emotions, establishes connections with others, establishes a perception of the world, and does what she wants to do. The heroine has great personal charm, and her experiences and struggles are unusual, but they all have realistic metaphors. The writing style of the article is smooth and exquisite, and sometimes pursues metaphysical things. In this numb world, it is beautiful and full of hope~
To be honest, I was used to fast-paced and targeted articles at the beginning and then I felt a little uncomfortable when I saw something different. Even after reading a few pages, I couldn't see the emotions and dramatic conflicts expressed. The whole thing was introverted. But then I seemed to see a hollow and powerless heroine struggling to be influenced by many people. When I found someone who could support her, I understood. It is indeed a different redemption, a different article, and has a lot of charm.
It's a good read. I've been reading it this morning. Although there are still more than twenty chapters left, I did feel a little confused at first. I don't know what I'm talking about. In fact, many of the reasons behind the relationship were not explained at the beginning. But it also attracted me to read step by step. Just be patient and read slowly. The heroine is really miserable. 😢 She was born without expectations. Even if the elders were cruel, they would not be able to exist. She has experienced many, many, many things when she was young. The author is very good at writing. While reading, I really felt suffocated because of the heroine's experience. I really feel sorry for the heroine, but this is a redemptive article. 😄 Looking at the corpse makes me feel warm. When I read the introduction, I thought it was really an NPC that awakened the male protagonist in the book... But no! It's different from the mindless and cool articles that I usually like to read hh Anyway, it's worth reading [Send my heart]