This book tells the story of a man who grew up carefree in the countryside. When he was naughty as a child, his mother took care of him. When he grew up, his father took care of everything from finding a job to getting married, and everything went smoothly. Until the child reached middle age and faced the situation of not being able to find a job, he recalled that he went from being happy to his father when he was a child to being afraid of his father; his rebellious father in junior high school, his understanding father in high school, and his neglectful father in college. Fatherly love was revealed everywhere, but he chose to ignore it before, and he finally realized it when he became a father. . . . . .