[Old draft of an ancient piece of abuse] "I had known that it would be so disturbing to people's hearts, why would I not have known each other in the first place"
When I was sixteen years old, I came all the way to the Central Plains to get married and became the favorite of the Emperor and Queen Mother and the Crown Prince's wife.
My days as a Crown Princess were enjoyable and I was extremely happy every day. Until that day when I got into trouble and was punished, everything changed.
Mental torture, physical pain, I feel like living in a prison every day, like a tied canary unable to breathe or escape from the nine-layered palace wall.
"Her desire for freedom in this life was defeated by the emperor's desperate love. Yesterday's joy became a victim of the throne. The family was fighting for the throne, and I wandered in family affection and love every day. In order to gain freedom, I escaped from the clutches, but was caught again and again, and continued to be thrown back into the palm of my hand. Xi'er was hurt by the family again and again, and I was stabbed by the emperor's indifference.
"A prison in the name of love, no hysterical crying"
I feel like I am living in a prison every day, like a tied canary unable to breathe or escape from the nine-layered palace wall. This luxurious cage has imprisoned my life, my life of sorrow.
