At Dusk, the Clouds Return, and Frosty Radiance Grows Thick

To be honest, I have written about the feeling of being under the age, but it is the most obvious in Shen Yan. At first glance, he seems to be the calmest one (even his name is like that). But in fact, he is much younger than his two sons, so Lian Li must have inherited a certain amount from him. The key word I gave him from the beginning is rebellion, the rebellion engraved in his bones. The person who is the most disciplined, self-denying and polite is actually the most rebellious one. Cheng Ye and Lian Li either say that sons are like fathers. Their settings do feel a bit different from Shen Yan. Both Shen Yan and Cheng Ye took the script of responsibility and talent. It feels like the greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. Both of them have thrones in their families. Inheritance Interested, so he is more casual than Chengye and more willing to resist and challenge. It can be said that he has never tasted any frustration before meeting Xu Li. This man is truly a proud man of heaven. Therefore, before that, he actually found many things boring and uninteresting. Let's talk about it. Lianli here is very similar to him, but Lianli has no throne to inherit. He doesn't even have to take responsibility. Both parties care about him, which can even be said to be doting on him. Therefore, this child actually doesn't have much desire to rebel. How can a rebellion without anyone stopping it be called rebellion? Chengye has more constraints than the two of them, but he has a little more sense of being alive (in fact, Shen Yan also has a sense of being alive, but Shen Yan is more self-interested, while Chengye is more altruistic, so he is softer) ) In fact, chasing Xu Li is a very rebellious thing. For example, He Ran once commented on their relationship, "The strict and rigid young master of the gods and the free-willed queen of the demons. What a typical pairing. If you write it into a story book and sell it, you will be sold out in a short time." At that time, Shen Yan refuted He Ran's statement. He felt that he loved Xu Li, but these qualities just formed her, not because of her personality. In fact, what He Ran said was not completely wrong, but Shen Yan didn't realize it, or even realized it but didn't admit it subconsciously. The first time he met Xu Li was because of his rebellion - he went to be an undercover agent or something. Then the young master, who had always been the pride of heaven, suffered a lot because of his age, and his rebellious mentality gradually increased. Of course, part of the reason was because Xu Li was very interesting, very complicated and easy to explore. Who doesn't like our queen? But Xu Li is the complete opposite of him. There is that inexplicable same-sex attraction (?) In front of Xu Li, he will subconsciously expose the evil in his bones and think of doing inappropriate things with her. In fact, if Xu Li is really like that Shen Yan is a better person, but the problem is that Xu Li is not. They seem to be upside down. Shen Yan seems to have been in a circle of rules, but in fact he is free and casual. Xu Li seems to be willful, but in fact he has been trapped in a circle by various causes and effects all his life. After Shen Yan started to act out of line, he discovered that the two of them were directly separated by glass. It turned out that they were not exactly the same people. The bigger problem is that Shen Yan is really rebellious, but Xu Li's bottom line will be to accept him because of his strong retreat, so he will push further, and if he encounters obstacles, he will self-destruct due to unequal feedback (?) Here, Lian Li is also very similar to him. They are the kind of people who are easy to break if they are too strong, so although he provokes the woman first, she will complain after she responds and say, I am not what you think of it. Or how can we say that Shen Yan is selfish? Do you say he loves him? He loves him too much. I can even say that he loves Xu Li more than Xu Li loves him, but the underlying logic of his love is self-interest, so he actually thinks less about Xu Li. He just thinks that since Xu Li also likes him, why can't they be together? If Xu Li doesn't agree, does Xu Li just play with him? You see, they have been talking for so long and they have two children who would die for each other. But Shen Yan has never known anything about Xiu Ye. He boasts of being affectionate and thinks he knows Xu Li very well, but he has never looked at what is locked inside Xu Li's heart door. It seems that he has set the stage too early. Their two sons are much more delicate than him, so he has a wife. I actually quite like Shen Yan's character, but I don't write much about him. Originally, I would insert narration at the end to tie up the causes and consequences directly. But the more I write about it, the more I am cutting into their plots. Shen Yan's temperament is very delicious to put alone, but the prerequisite is that you don't talk to him, or the prerequisite for you to talk to him is that you are not Xu Li. Shen Yan has determined that Xu Li likes him, and he also understands that when he really can't let go of Xu Li, he plans to face the relationship and not let it go no matter what. At this time, Xu Li actually realizes that he has fallen into trouble, so he just lets it go like this. The timeline that is not continued later is the two of them talking. From Shen Yan's point of view, it was natural to think that the two of them had connected and everyone was happy about this relationship. However, in fact, the time between them was too short. He was eager to ensure his status before he fully understood Xu Li's past and feelings. The prerequisite for this paragraph is that Shen Yan poured wine for him in front of Xu Li. He didn't say anything but just drank. The scheming man performed online. He seemed to have said nothing and yet he seemed to have said everything, so he drank till he was filled with tears. His eyes were red like a sad puppy in the rain. He was used to exaggerating his own pity to win Xu Li's sympathy. He knew that Xu Li loved him and Xu Li would let him.

It looks good, but it can easily last tens of thousands or hundreds of thousands of years. You need to use your own brain to convert it 🤦