Because of Lan Guoxu, my work goes against my life;
If you don't do it, you won't die;
Li Youlan grew up in an innocent atmosphere and was pampered and cared for by her family. The world in her eyes was once as beautiful and pure as a fairy tale. However, her cousin's unhappy marriage was like a thunder that shattered a corner of her cognitive world.
As Li Youlan continued to grow up, this incident always shrouded her like a shadow. Every insight into life and every step of growth is accompanied by a severe impact on the world's understanding. In the constant pull between ideals and reality, her inner world began to collapse, and she was sometimes unable to put the broken cognitions back together.
Finally, her mental defense suddenly broke, and different personalities split apart in pain and struggle. From then on, Li Youlan embarked on a wandering life, wandering in the vast world, like a lost traveler, looking for the habitat of the soul and exploring curiosity about the world.