School Uniform Skirt

Yilan, there are many, many shadows of you in my young youth. Ever since I got this book in sixth grade, I have always read it over and over again. I also imitated your tiny movements. Every afternoon on the bus, you would put your hands in front of your eyes and look at your fingers. You wanted to find a lover who was more mature than you like you. But I couldn't get better. I guess it was because I always wanted to imitate others but I didn't have the innate conditions. Hahahahaha. When I read this book over and over again, I was even able to memorize the previous chapters for a while. The fun of the evening was to memorize these plots silently. Because of you, I never thought that the word three should be stigmatized. I would think of a girl named Xiao San'er. She was so good. I once thought that if someone read this novel like me, I would complain to the author with her. Why should such a good girl have to have a bumpy life? But Yilan, you are not resentful, right? You seemed to have taken on all the storms that swept through life just like that. The first time I dyed my hair was because of your name. The blue highlights in my hair were seen by you. Because the novel describes your youth starting from the age of 17, I also remember my seventeenth year in particular. I didn't learn piano well or dance well, but I went to Tibet where Mr. Bu Guo went and watched the Sister Drum he mentioned. I really want to see the dance you won the award for. I don't know what I'm waiting for, what I can get, but I miss you very much. I miss you who I have never met. Maybe many people told me that I would just read romance novels, but you are the hero of my adolescence. I want to become a strong person like you and live lightly, still longing for love. In the long river of love, time becomes the most useless thing. I want to find that river and I am willing to waste my life. I don't know what I wrote. Maybe one day I will read it and laugh at myself for not expressing my words clearly. I wrote a lot of nonsense because I smoked a lot of cigarettes and drank a lot of wine, and my head is foggy. But it doesn't matter. In the future, I will not criticize myself for being confused now. I don't want to betray myself. I want to live strong. The article ends here, Yilan, I love you so much. 2025.12.24

After watching the TV series, there are two completely different stories. Yilan, you are so strong.