I shamelessly chased Buddha in Tibetan areas for three years and became the only joke on the grassland. Until someone laughed at me in Tibetan in front of me: "Buddha didn't take Gu Ruofei seriously at all. He is going to return to secular life and marry Mei Duo!" "I have never seen such a shameless person, clinging to someone else's fiancé like a dog-skin plaster." My heart trembled, and I was filled with sourness. They don't know that after three years of visiting Tibetan areas, I have long been able to understand Tibetan. I calmly returned to my residence, wrote my love for him on each piece of paper, and melted into the earth with the wind. Then, I dialed my mother's phone number. "Mom, please send another responsible person over." "I want to go home." In the past three years, I have tried my best to love him. I don't regret it, but I decided to give up.