This book tells the story of the conflicts, paranoia, and sensitivity that Mu Zi developed under the influence of her native family. She met many people in her life. Her friend Yan Li always warmed her like a little sun. Under his introduction, she met Yan Li's friend Lin Yi, and Lin Yi was very fond of Mu Zi. Zi fell in love at first sight; he always carefully expressed his love in his own way; unfortunately, Mu Zi met Yan Li's cousin Yan Cheng in college. Yan Cheng used his delicate love to bring out the grief of losing his father; the two also grew up in each other's company. Feelings; they soon entered a period of passionate love; unfortunately, the good times did not last long, and Yan Cheng also left Muzi forever due to a car accident; Muzi's life once again ushered in darkness; Lin Yi, who had been secretly missing Muzi, decisively chose to return to Muzi after hearing this; it was just that he had experienced the person he loved most Muzi, who always left her in the way of death, felt that she would bring misfortune to the people around her; so she always chose to push Lin Yi away step by step, and Lin Yi finally left the country with regret; but Muzi finally could not bear the torture of depression and chose to end his life at the age of 35.