I am a schizophrenic and obsessive-compulsive person, I have borderline personality disorder and avoidant attachment tendencies, and maybe I have other underlying mental illnesses. Although I am a person who loves life and painting and has close friends and favorite girls, I always receive different praises and affirmations whether in junior high school or arts and crafts school. Some people like me but also hate me. I am not perfect and I just want to be myself. I don't want to be a role in the eyes of others.