I loved Su Jingning for ten years. He said I was too spoiled and needed to change my temper, so he forced me to go to the countryside as an educated youth.
He got his way. In the countryside, women stole my clothes and food, forced me to work in the fields and haul manure.
Men beat me, dragged me around like a dead dog, and abused me.
To stay alive, I became more degraded than anyone.
Then Su Jingning sent someone to bring me back so he could marry me.
All I wanted was to run far, far away.
When I had the bastard in my belly aborted and bled until the ground was soaked, he cried and begged me not to die.
I didn't dare die, because I had already learned to be obedient and well-behaved.
