After Being Sent to the Countryside to Be an Educated Youth for Three Years, My Fiancé Went Crazy

I have been in love with Su Jingning for ten years. He said that I was too arrogant and wanted to change my temper. He forced me to be sent to the countryside to become an educated youth. He really did it. In the countryside, women took away my clothes and food, and I was forced to work in the fields and pick up excrement. Beaten by men, dragged like a dead dog, bullied. In order to live, I am lower than anyone else. At this time, Su Jingning sent someone to pick me up and wanted to marry me. I just want to run away far away. When I aborted the evil beast in my stomach and the blood flowed into a river, he cried and begged me not to die. I don't dare to die because I have learned to be obedient and well-behaved.