I Want to Escape the Bloody Land

[Fast pace, no harem, unhappy writing, no system] I am Zhang Wen. After a moment of dizziness, I came to the bloody land. I love my family and maybe I don't. I chose trust, but it was betrayal after all. I want to escape the bloody land. I don't want to escape the bloody land. I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid of myself. Was this all a lie to me? No, that's me kidding myself.