What Should I Do If I Am Pursued by Myself?

Narcissus, mutual attack, unlimited flow (unorthodox) He didn't know what the purpose of his life was, and he once thought about dying, but when the butcher's knife stood above his head, fear completely changed his outlook. He entered another world and was unaware of the strange things around him. He met the person he loved and thought he was about to start a new life. When he woke up from the dream, he returned to the damp and narrow life. When he realized what kind of abyss he had strayed into, the lover in his dream had already clung to him. When he woke up, the man pulled him away from the director who caught the couple; in the mountains and forests, he pulled away the man's sedan chair; in the small town, he hypocritically confessed and held the priest's hand... He asked the man, since there is a god in this world, are you a god? The man smiled and shook his head. He was puzzled, but the man just held his hand, and his round almond eyes were filled with a special color, which could only accommodate him. They have had the same past and will have the same future. The protagonist is not very smart, he should be considered an ordinary person. The author is stupid, and the author is not very good at writing about smart people. If you just want to live and become stronger, the only person you should worry about is yourself. Don't write about horror, huh.