That Campus Heartthrob? I Won't Pick Him, Thanks

I feel that the heroine is sick, the plot is very interesting, but every time the heroine has an inner monologue, comforts herself, or the hero talks to him, she always reads out of order. The heroine is very strong, but she feels sick. It is normal not to often see people she liked before struggling. When the hero tells him other things, she either says she doesn't love him anymore, or she just says something that is inexplicable to others. She keeps emphasizing that whenever she talks to the hero, she is emphasizing, so it is said that the heroine is sick.

The characters are a bit changeable, and there is a sense of disconnect, just like the heroine's mother and the hero