Broken Up and Reunited / Angsty and Slow-Paced at First / Sweet Later
A self-loathing top who deserves to suffer × the ultimate cold-shoulder bottom
Ten years ago, Song Fengquan called Yan Zhong “disgusting,” and Yan Zhong never forgot it. He resented Song Fengquan for leaving so cruelly, and feared he would see that he was still in love with him. When they met again, he showed his edge at every turn, hiding his love, which churned like molten lava, beneath a cold exterior.
He wanted Song Fengquan, but knew it was impossible, so he never spoke up or made the first move. Even when he kept imagining that “he likes me,” he didn’t dare believe it might be true.
Years after rejecting Yan Zhong, Song Fengquan looked at photos of him with his boyfriend and did something outrageous. His possessive desire to claim him grew stronger and stronger.
After returning to the country, he began the long pursuit of his wife. They kept running into each other and talking. He wore a gentle, kind smile, but in private he would pull off his tie, his Adam’s apple bobbing as it took him a long time to suppress his animal instincts.
Yan Zhong’s coldness was hard to withstand, but Song Fengquan knew he deserved it.
Gentle top who rose from humble beginnings × proud, aloof bottom born to greatness
To those beneath him, he was as noble as a god. For love, those above him humbled themselves to dust.
Bonus scene: After they met again, Yan Zhong kept himself in check and observed proper decorum every time they saw each other. It was Song Fengquan who acted strangely, constantly giving him the impression that he was being pursued. But wasn’t that bastard straight?
Was he?
Wasn’t he?
One time, after getting drunk, Yan Zhong cried and said, “Song Fengquan, my head hurts,” just to make him stay.
The next day, the lie came back to haunt him. As his head throbbed, a coworker pointed out that he had something on his neck... a hickey?!
Impossible! Absolutely impossible!
Food guide: 1. Yan's personality is very cold, even if he loves someone, he is still cold; 2. He is afraid that Song will see his feelings and run away again, so he has been covering up with indifference in the early stage, not taking the initiative or getting close, and wants Song Anxin to stay; 3. Yan's mental state is not good, his feelings for Song are a mixture of love and hate, he loves him but wants to torture him severely, and avenge himself back then. He can't be good to Song. Even though they got together later, his personality did not change immediately, and he was still cold and even indifferent to Song. His character will not become a spoiled wife just because he loves Song, and I don't want to create a spoiled wife character. 4. About my feelings for my ex-boyfriend. If you have loved Chen, doesn't that mean you really love Song? Everyone has different opinions. My point of view is: Chen jumped into Yan's abyss and walked with him through very difficult days. He deserves Yan's love. There is nothing wrong with loving a good person harshly. In addition, he does not have a God's perspective, he does not know that Song will come back, and he does not know that Song will love him. He retains his love for Song in his heart, accepts the redemption of a good person, uses a small part of his love to fall in love with a good person, and does not have to wait for someone who will never come back. This is a good thing. It's a pity that his love for Song was too stubborn and his personality was bad. Chen didn't stick to it and separated. 5. Yan has a bad character, but please don't doubt his love for Song. Finally, thank you everyone for liking this storyʕ •ᴥ•ʔ
I've finished reading more than half of the book and I'd like to comment first. I have nothing to say about the author's writing style. It's great. Each character has a distinct personality and the storyline is not too cliche. It's worth reading. I don't really like either of the two main characters in the book. First of all, I really hate the mentality of being stubborn. He has a good family background, looks good, and has a good career, but he has a bad brain when it comes to relationships, and he has a masochistic tendency. In the early stage, after being deeply hurt by an attack, he wanted to be unconscious. In the later stage, he looked cold and heartless on the surface, but he was full of awkwardness and entanglement on the inside. He wanted to attack directly. And Gong is even less likable. Even if you had low self-esteem in the past, Shou's kindness to him in the past few years in college is real. The two of them are also very good friends. You can't hurt others just because they confess your feelings, right? I can't say that there is no problem with my character to be able to do this kind of thing, and the deep love between attack and reciprocity is inexplicable. After leaving for ten years, I had no contact with him, not only did I have a girlfriend but also a boyfriend, and then after the breakup, I found that I liked reciprocity deep down? Oh, don't say that the two of them haven't talked before, even if they have been in love and separated for ten years, their relationship will fade away... I know the ending must be he, but I still hope to switch attacks or become good friends when we meet. The be ending may be more suitable for the two of them... (Personal opinion only)
It's pretty good to watch, but Song and Yan have relatively few scenes together, so it doesn't feel too sweet, and there's no sense of tension. It just feels like they've been separated for too long. In fact, they don't have to be together. It's good to be separated. The main reason is that I don't have that feeling. I still quite like to watch the plot of the reunion. I hope the author can thank them more for the plot.
I read this book three times. After the first time, I didn't understand why Yan loved Chen. After the second time, I still didn't understand, but I understood why Song wanted to leave. The third time, I felt like I really understood the book. Why did Yan and Chen break up again? Because he could feel that Chen loved him. Chen was happy when he was with him when he loved him. He thought this was love, but he would never respond to Chen. Later, the author wrote that after Song expressed his love for Yan, Yan would feedback to him that this was something he could not give to Chen, so they broke up. Why should Song leave? Because he wanted to have only love with his lover. Maybe he was too young and had his own difficulties. He thought there was only one way to go, which led to missing many years. Fortunately, they fell in love in the end. After reading it for the third time, I think why Yan didn't forcefully love Song as he did when they separated. It was because he was too afraid of losing. He was afraid of getting someone who both held a knife. Finally, I would like to praise the author for his writing. 👍
If you haven't read the full text carefully, you won't be able to evaluate it objectively, but you can't help but jump to read it 🤦. After reading the whole article, it was very smooth, but it was not the kind of narration, but more of an emotion shrouded in a touch of sadness and depression. It may have been ten years too long, but this feeling still cannot be let go, even if people around me come and go. And not only the protagonists, but also the supporting characters have emotions that range from inability to love to depression, etc. Even for a couple that I think is relatively sweet in the novel, Duan and Meng also have a lot to learn from each other. Wei Shuping is a relatively controversial figure for me. I can understand how much the loss of his sister affected him, and how much he suffered from this psychological burden throughout his life, but what does this have to do with his feelings for Yan? Why isn't he brave enough to pursue it? Or maybe I missed a few key chapters in this part, so I'll re-evaluate it after I read it!
This book is super good-looking. There is not a single nonsense word in the whole text, and there is no brainless plot. Every pair of protagonists in the book are particularly easy to get along with. They are sour when they should be sour, and sweet when they should be sweet. There is no exaggerated and frivolous plot, nor does the male protagonist appear to be feminine. The overall story is logical and realistic. The author's writing is excellent, and I sincerely recommend it.
I've read more than forty chapters, and I'm really anxious for Song. It would be nice if he said it, but in fact, from Song's perspective, he really did nothing wrong. In college, he didn't know whether he was straight or curved, and only later did he realize that he liked Yan. When he realized that Yan seemed to be separated from him, he didn't ask any questions. I have always been very emotionally stable, and it would be really nice to have such friends in real life; when I saw Chen, my heart was really ups and downs. I was afraid that he and Yan would rekindle their old relationship, so I quickly took a look at the comment section. Fortunately, the ending was he; this novel is also very good 👍 I will continue to read it and will review it later. It's very good after reading it. The final ending of both the main cp and the sub-cp is beautiful👌
Like this style
Delicate emotions and vivid descriptions
It's okay, it's okay