I Don't Want to Have a Crush on You, I Want to Fall in Love with You

He has been secretly in love for three years, but he didn't notice it. After the college entrance examination, I sent a message: "I used to like you." He didn't reply. I thought this was the end. --- Shortly after my freshman year, I found him in the hospital. He was lying on the hospital bed, his face whiter than the pillow. I asked: "Why don't you reply to my message?" He said: "It's not that I won't reply, it's that I don't dare to reply. I'm afraid of delaying you." It turns out he likes me too. It turned out that he had been waiting for three years. --- Later we got together. Watching movies, waiting for the first snowfall, being in a different place, quarreling. Later we broke up. Later we met again. --- At the age of 26, I wrote down all the stories of these years. From not daring to speak, to finally saying I love you. From walking alone to having someone to accompany you. The title of the book is what I want to say to you—— I don't want to have a crush on you, I want to fall in love with you.