My grandfather loved me when I was a child, but after my grandfather passed away, no one loved me anymore. You learn a lot of bad habits when you grow up. In order to escape the blind date introduced by my parents, I met a man 5 years older than me on social media. Originally I just wanted to sleep with him, but what happened next surprised me. I thought he was a mature and steady man, but later I discovered that he was a scheming and vicious person. I can't tell what it feels like. It was he who brought me out of the shadows, and it was he who pushed me into the abyss.