Back at the Moment I Was Dying in Childbirth, I'd Rather Die Than Beg My Husband for Help

The day I went into labor, struggling to give birth, I desperately stopped the maid who was about to fetch my husband. "Don't go for him... Go... to the palace and fetch an imperial physician..." In my past life, I had a difficult labor, and Gu Yanli missed his childhood sweetheart's birthday because he stayed by my side. Heartbroken, she took poison. When Gu Yanli heard what had happened, he merely watched calmly as she was buried. Then, on the day of our son's month-old celebration, he set the entire courtyard ablaze. He watched me clutching our son, trapped in the fire, his eyes wild with madness. "Li Yongle, it's just having a baby! If you hadn't been so dramatic, Wanrou wouldn't have died! I'll make sure you all join her in the grave!" This time, I stopped the maid from going to fetch Gu Yanli. At last, he was able to stay by his childhood sweetheart's side as he had always wanted. But before I could breathe a sigh of relief, the pain beneath me made me cry out. The midwife had someone hold me down and was actually trying to force the baby, whose head had already emerged, back inside.