What is weird? What are evil thoughts?
When the weird is teasing you with the face of a deceased relative? Are you angry or afraid?
If gods want to play with humans, they won't leave any room. In the eyes of the gods, humans only need to struggle to the death to explore their scripts. They don't want you to be afraid, they just want fun.
Courage is the hymn of mankind and will also sound the sonata of Ragnarok.
